I loved you so much.

I wasn’t in love with you.

I loved the person I saw you hoped to be.

Then I stood by your side and watched you not make any moves to get there.

I knew I couldn’t stay holding space for you

It wasn’t my job.

Holding space for you kept me back from where I needed to be.

I wanted for this to work but I kept finding that my soul wasn’t at rest.

I know what that the path I walk is one that I walk alone for now.

I have to get myself right.

I have a divine mission and I can’t stop I won’t stop.

You are wonderful and deserving of a beautiful love but you have to give that to yourself before you can get it from anyone else.

You have to find who you are and walk your path.

What we desire and dream of isn’t aligned.