The thing they won’t mention is that I tried to prevent this all along.
I used my words and spoke my truth they are absolutely aware of all they do. I choose me.
There is nothing more I can do, I’m done with the undercover in my face not so hidden abuse.
You used my love for you and my family against me to try and manipulate and control the narrative, I see your game I want no part in it.
You made it clear you don’t value anything I say and don’t want to hear anything that I have to say, that’s not a conversation that’s simply you speaking at me… well that seems one sided so I’ll excuse myself there is no reason for me to waste my time or energy.
You spoke lies about me to cover yourself and that’s just fine, I wish you well.
So yes I changed I found my worth your pain is something I never deserve. So no I have nothing to say, no I don’t care to spend time, I’ve tried with you and I’ve had my heart broken a million times.
I love you it’s true but that’s as far as it goes I love sharks and venomous snakes, Im also not stupid it’s not safe to get close.