Surrounded by constant disappointment every time I turn around, how do you want me to hold on to this when it’s a constant let down?

I stay depressed hoping for the best because at night when I’m laying on your chest there’s nothing else that has ever felt like this.

It’s time to find balance in this life.

I’m tried of being patient and waiting for my turn while all my needs are overlooked and I’m always left without.

This is my life and I have to figure it out without the worrying about what I should or shouldn’t do.

Its time for me to become my top priority, I’m tired of putting everyone else before me.

I give my best and they take all I have to give and I am happy to give it.

Yet I’m looking around and I’m not liking what I’m seeing. I love absolutely giving my all, I help them grow and then I am depleted.

I’m tired of raising everyone else’s adult children, I’m tired of everything if I’m being honest.

It’s time I turn the energy and attention back to me this is my life it’s time I remember that.

I have done this too many times for this to end the same way.

I’ve been far to patient now it’s time for change.

This is now making my heart hurt.

I feel the connection we have dying it started slowly, I tried to warn you repeatedly I know you heard me. I made sure of it, I asked for your help to fix it. I told you I didn’t want it to die and yet here we are.. it’s almost dead I don’t feel it like I did and I can’t make you do anything you don’t want to do. I can’t lose me not again not waiting for you, not for anyone anymore.