I listened to the words pour from your lips as you made me believe them as truth. I told you of all my fears and showed you my scars you said there was nothing anyone could do to take you away from me.

I’m here you’re gone and I’m struggling with it. When we were a couple together it was pure magic and then I got sick and you got scared and walked away from me. I couldn’t follow I was stuck in the hospital I was broken and hollow.

You refused to return my calls on most days and you told me you would come back to see me and ignored me completely. I waited for you as you used my car to hangout with your new friends, you walked away from us and left me behind you had my car and wouldn’t even try to care you left me behind without a care.

When I got out you came to give me back my stuff and my car you couldn’t even make eye contact I no longer knew who you are. Again you made promises that we would always be friends you said later that week you would be back again, you never came.

My heart is broken because my love for you is true how is it so easy to hurt me in the ways you promised you would never do. I tried to talk to you to understand what was happening, it just pissed you off so you went for verbal attacking and then blocked me.

Did I even know you or was it a facade I don’t know anymore. Falling for you was easy I didn’t have to try hard and I believed you and I believed in us now I’m here standing in the pile of dust the wreckage of all we used to be I love you still even though you’re out there living your best life without me.

For me time had stopped I couldn’t leave and for you time went on you had no problem when you wanted to up and leave. I just don’t understand what happened to our love I’m sorry I had a breakdown I didn’t mean to fuck up.

I hope your happy. I hope you miss me like I miss you. I can’t stand to think of a world where our love wasn’t real and true, yet with the way you now treat me it’s hard to believe it was ever real.