I’m missing you again it happens every time I breathe. I wish like hell I could change the past and make you believe.

Your smile and laughter haunt me even in my dreams, I wish I would have treated you with more care when you were with me. I did the best I could do while healing from things you never deserved to be put through.

Now you’re not here and everyday is a battle to keep going I miss you so much I miss every single moment. I often pray you will open your heart to me again, I pray you will feel the sincerity when I call out your name to the heavens.

Since you left I have waited for you to come back or at least care, when hearts break it’s never fair. There’s nothing I wouldn’t give to have you again by my side and back in my life.

I always thought it would be forevermore you and I. I don’t understand what happened to our love I’m still here fighting for us I don’t know how to give up.

It’s always been you for me and it still hasn’t changed you walked away from me now I’m playing a losing game. I miss everything about you when we were together there was nothing I couldn’t do.

I hear your voice calling out to me and I pray as I fall to my knees begging God to take this pain from me. If I ever got the chance to love you again I promise you this I would do it so much better I wish I could still call you my friend.

I’m so sorry for everything that went wrong please understand I loved you all along.