It’s true us together was simply amazing magic at its purest form true love. I don’t know truly what happened to us all I know you’re gone and I’m here with a gaping whole in my chest from where you were ripped from me.

I miss you I’m back at my moms for 2 weeks and tonight I’ll be sleeping in our bed and praying I wake up to you. Maybe it’s a bad dream at least I pray. I know it’s not a dream this is the reality I’m forced to walk alone and without your love.

It’s hell where I was once in heaven. I miss you everyday and I dream of a day where you will let me back in because it’s true Tiffany you’re my love and I’m not me without you I feel like a shell of the woman I once was. With you I felt invincible and so safe without you I can’t stand this place.

I’m so sorry I wish I knew how to be better for us always know my door is always open I love you.

It’s funny I’m sitting in the living room wishing you would come home from work and sit beside me I’m only hurting myself I know the truth is you left because you wanted to and there is nothing I can do.