This is supposed to be our time finally and you’re not here. This shit kills me. If I could go back I would change the parts that made you say goodbye.

It’s the fact you’re not here that doesn’t sit right with me. I miss your smile your laugh your lips and chubby cheeks I miss you everything about you my guy.

I don’t know what lies you’re telling yourself but while you’re confused I’m stuck in this hell. I have no choice but to try and move on remember it wasn’t me that wanted you gone that choice was yours.