I want to talk to you and it kills me that I can’t it’s like a physical pain deep in my heart where I feel the loss of you.

There is nothing that will fill the void and why should it if it’s not you. So I have this gaping wound filled with all the love I’m saving for you.

They say keep hope alive that you will be back after you have had your time. Im not so sure I have much hope left to give it’s become a pretty hopeless situation.

You chose someone else it tells me you don’t want me if you did you would be trying and you’re not. So the best thing I can do for myself is to move on without you. The truth is I don’t want to.

The four years we had were the best I’ve ever had for once I was loved safe and at peace and then you left when I needed you the most that’s some shit I would have never done to you.

I can’t change what happened or make you come back all I can do is keep going.