Okay so no one likes to talk about religion and trust I understand this yet, this is the cause for our division and I believe it’s time for this talk. Source/God/Spirit/ what ever you may believe Please pray now for all of us, there is a saying that says mother is the name of God on the lips and hearts of all children.

God tells us there is no man above God.
Yet we as women have allowed men to harm our children and ourselves through every step of the way, why? Because we put blind faith in a man and not unto God.
Women are the divine birth giver we bring new life forth and we’re entrusted by God to protect and love our children. Yet we harm them by going against God and following the way of man.

I know God our lord has opened my heart and soul to this knowledge and deeper understanding because it is time for woman to stand up.
Take back control trust your heart and take a stand God is there with you every step of the way. It is through love that history can finally be changed!
Is it God/Source/spirit you shy away from or the hypocrisy and hate that religion throws at you?

Men have come along way and as they heal they’re accepting the truth, things weren’t handled correctly and those who have awakened to it are standing to change it.
We as a society must do better for all. Right is only right when it’s right for everyone, or no one at all.

Take a step back and look at it like this, anything trying to cause divide isn’t ever for your higher good. Learn to communicate and ask for clarity instead of assuming, there’s no right or wrong, it was done to us all. Now it’s just time to be a good human.
Treat others as you hoped to be treated. It’s really that simple trust your heart and don’t over think it. 🤍🕊♾

If I hadn’t been molested and abused most of my childhood.

I would have had a fair chance at understanding how the world works, instead my innocent heart and growing mind was shown evil, my young body couldn’t comprehend what was happening either I was lost in hell.

I’ve done everything I can to get better why is it like this? I was a kid how is this right? Who is accountable for what happened to me?

I’m tired and just done with this, it isn’t right. If you didn’t have the same beginnings I did chances are you had advantages and doors opened for you! That’s amazing and how it should be.

You would have been of healthy mind and heart able to learn and grow and are now thriving, I truly hope you have a great life.

I did not.

I was the one left alone trying to understand what happened to my life while everyone blamed and judged me for what absolutely wasn’t my fault and that alone is absolutely heartbreaking. The child molester runs free to live a good life while I still suffer and pray for their crimes.

Then I stand being judged, shamed and blamed by those who were meant to love and protect me. Can someone help me make this make sense.

Is it victim mentality or the reality? It’s certainly my reality and I know I’m not alone.

They took all they could and they never stopped it’s time it’s all returned!

Think about everything we as mothers of young adult children we have been through.

They are always your babies but now the government and society told them they are adults so… you no longer matter as an authority figure the government and society took that away from you. It’s the most evil and worst thing that happened yet it did happen. So now they big, they bad, they broke. 😂😂

What the kids don’t see is that while they are adults now in societies eyes, they are still children in the aspect of absolutely depending on you for everything.

See that just doesn’t make sense if you want to be an adult and claim adult, you as an adult need to accept accountability for your actions. You can’t get upset when you’re in our home and I’m asking you to be considerate and helpful. If you don’t want the responsibility of what I ask you to hold yourself accountable for and you feel I ask to much, because I am trying to help you to the best of my ability to succeed and not struggle like I have in this life, I have no choice but to let you start on your path. However this comes with something altogether new that I was trying to spare you from right now, while figuring everything else in life out.

Unfortunately to behave as an adult you must conduct yourself accordingly which includes financing yourself. I have no issue financing my household and taking care of your needs. I simply can’t finance both and it’s not my responsibility. You’re always welcome to come home all I ask is you follow the household rules, be helpful and considerate the same as we do.

This is where it gets tricky dude we’re moms so they are our whole fucking universe and meta verse they are all, they are everything, and all we want is to protect them, guide them, help them and love them unconditionally.
We as mothers know them like no one else. Yet there time is here where they are selfish and to be honest in some ways rightfully so it is time for them to begin anew, think of it as Rumspringa.
Let them find they’re way, you truly love them I promise they will return.

You can’t control them and you shouldn’t want to now that they are adults you need to treat each other with the same respect love and accountability as well as trust!

Trust them with them as you want them to trust you with you.
Do you know what I mean?
They are us absolutely and we all know it, you don’t want them telling you what to do right?
They’re adults now too they feel the same way, let them come to you.

Now here is the heartbreaking part of it all because they aren’t really adults, they’re still learning and growing just like us and they haven’t had the same life experiences as we have had.

The life experiences which teach us how to handle hard conversations and situations until we lived it first hand we don’t know what it truly is. So they are often reckless with our hearts, emotions, time, feelings because they know it belongs first to them 😂❤️😂 so they take it for granted.

When they are hurt angry or scared and can’t tell those who hurt them they project their pain and anger unto us. Why because we are home, we love them unconditionally, we are their mommy’s and we have never and will never leave them. So when the pain becomes to great they throw it all at us and it’s not fair but we did it to our mothers too and their children will do it to them.

I know it hurts but I also need you to realize we did something else differently we taught our children how to think, speak and treat themselves.

We taught them to not take shit from anyone including us, so when we are acting in a old toxic way of parenting they’re not shy to let us know it, they’re also not so kind the more they have to say it. They are not wrong.

The approach needs working on. They have so much pain and anger from childhood because we did fuck up, but now so much how you think. We fucked up by trying to find love and create the perfect home……. When we saw it was a trap and toxic we were already stuck and couldn’t get out fast enough damage was done.

We as mothers figured it out and want nothing more than to undo the pain we caused but they are the only ones who can do that and yes with our support and help, when they ask for it.
You have to let them live mama you have to let them fuck up
I know how scared you are but the tighter the grip the less of the control you have over your own life.

This consumes us all and the fear that sets in when talking about setting strong boundaries and having the heart to stick to them sucks!
Boundaries and ground rules need to be set, home responsibilities assigned and accountability on all points set for everyone and equally.

This is your life they don’t run the show we are the mothers this is our lives our homes and all we wish is to help not to be taken advantage of and taken for granted by those we would die for.

If you’re walking on eggshells in your own house stop and start handing out brooms!

Then it’s time to remember who you are and heal your heart. I love you.

Trust nothing you are told until you research deeply. The problem is people are doing what when they pray to the god they have been taught to? They are praying to a false god to pray is to ask for something in return if something… like a contract🤔 and it’s a sin to pray to a false god so these people are being preyed up (fed upon) believing they will enter the kingdom of god if they follow the rules of the church.. and confess their sins and say there prayers unfortunately they are not living the way of the true god consciousness and they are praying to a false god and confessing sins and saying prayers (making a contract), instead of learning by trial and error healing the cycles and changing the behaviors- which is the way to get to that heaven level so to say…

False is the god this society teaches you about in my opinion and with my research leads me to believe is in fact the devil energy you are warned about. Through control and fear people become stuck they hear the pastors and clergy speak some truth which makes it comfortable enough but they aren’t told all they need so they can never truly put it to action in any real and tangible way. Hence the saying you meet more true hearted people in the streets and the imposters in the church.. not that the intention isn’t there but the application and change never come… don’t forget the road to hell is paved in good intentions they are literally telling you all you need to see to show You it’s a trap but in a world where few can see many have to repeat.

Good things happen out of the blue to give you a break from the pain and hopefully by doing so you can return to joy momentarily opening the possibility to opening the door to your past and learning why you are you and why you do act like you do and choose what actions to make…..what so many don’t realize is that until you understand the actions and heal the pain that caused them.. the cycle continues as long as the cycle continues you have to return to this same pain in a far deeper way every time you don’t get it right… hence reincarnation. It’s not just what you’ve done it’s what others have done to you and what you chose to do to others in return because of your experience and it’s so much deeper but that is basic place to truly start. Think whatever is unhealed this life and where you are in your physical life all the money doesn’t mean a thing if you’re not a better person. So all the mess you made that uyou didn’t clean up is given right back to you this time from a much harder starting point then you had in this life. Once you break and heal the cycles and become the lessons you embody and you completely heal in all ways not just mentally you are clear and then and only then do you enter the true kingdom of god any well else gets sent back.

Those who were able to keep their heart pure, regardless of the pain, trauma and heartbreak they had to endure. They were open to love and still tried to do what they could to help from a place of love when others needed them. They are divine and we’re awakened on a deeper level.. they are known as light workers, empaths, medicine people, to wake others and begin to question, heal in deeper ways and assist in breaking the dark control over this planet. So yes everyone who was called felt the energy of the awakening.

Most believe they completed a full awakening and in a while yes the energy was awakened, but until all of the work is truly done you don’t have a complete awakening to the true God Consciousness.. they believe that was it and then stayed where it was comfortable thinking it was complete.. when in reality they are stuck and not doing the work so they will return unless they go deeper. The tools like tarot & reiki etc help to give hope and guide but that’s nothing at all.

Go further, do all your own research, look deeper, look at again what you have overlooked in plain sight. It is time to save yourself the power is within you!! Be careful who you trust very interesting times are upon us!

I need your help my sister and brothers.
For too long hate and evil have ruled this country. Here is the perfect example, meet Pastor Greg Locke, he is telling parent autism doesn’t exist and their children are likely possessed by demons, this boy is a pastor and has now also on February 13, 2022. He leads the congregation at the global vision bible church at 2060 old Lebanon dirt road in Juliet Tennessee. He has also now publicly threatened his congregation says he knows the witches there, he is trying to bring back the witch trials and has a really large following publicly put the call out that they’re coming after all witches ,I am witches because I believe in magic, nature, spirit and the ways of our ancestors! Everyone is too afraid to truly claim their divinity and fight against what’s wrong and I sure as hell am not afraid. The true God is within my heart and soul at all times as with you and I speak only truth. This pastor claims to be speaking on Gods behalf as he preaches yet he is spewing hate and evil, it’s dangerous and illegal yet it persists. I’m taking a real stand and I will be heard! Someone has to do something. History it’s repeating all over again. I’m going there to claim my divinity, the same divinity that we all have within. The time has come this cannot continue please help me. Help me stop this the same control they have taken to spread hate is also our God given right and duty to spread love and erase hate from the future time lines!!

https://youtu.be/Q7AMT0DrnpE

I sit in this deep place of gratitude. To be honest for all the pain I’ve endured, I have also been extremely blessed.

As I sit looking out of my window to the world, I am at peace. My life now is all that I had dreamed of.