Do not sit in worry

We have been through this before

Gather up your children

Lock tight all the doors

The world will show its truth

More evil then believed

It is time to set the scales

Balance is what will be

This warning comes loud

There are things we can no longer allow

You took it from the children

Judgement is here now

Those who remained pure of heart

This is for you it’s your new start

For those with darkness in your heart

It is time that we part

Those who have the chance to be saved

With your heart be wise it is the only way

Soon money and status will be gone

The ways of the old will live on

The hawk that soars above your head

Live from your heart

Move out of your head

The patriarch is dying

Notice the mothers aren’t crying

The control you had is taken back

Our truth we reclaim we are free at last

In the days yet to come

Tune into your soul

Follow the wise one

For money nor name

Will you reclaim

As your soul is stained

You lived this life as a game

Hoarding and stealing

What was never yours to claim

Violent and cruel no worries or care

This is the lesson you must bare.

None can save you tho seek help you will

Pray for the ones who see good in you still

Although you abandoned them without regard

This is your only chance to be redeemed

In front of God.

1492 Columbus got lost in the ocean blue.

Stealing raping killing was all he could do. 2020 here we are it took us a while but we have come far.

Decoding the program, setting ourselves free.

Speaking to the truths they didn’t want us to see.

Now the time is here, we called back your our power.

No longer do we stand in fear!

We are changing this world hand in hand with the Divine!

Those that held the power know it’s only a matter of time.

I was 6..

I remember coming to east meadow from queens village.. stepping out of the car and walking on the grass towards your house. You were smiling laughing and you wore the house dress it was blue…

I remember you jolly and stern a realist with a heart of gold who held so much wisdom. I remember your stories which not until decades later did I realize were a pathway to living an easier life.

When you’re 8 and your gram Mary tells you that you get a lot more bees with honey then you do with vinegar, I used to think that well I don’t like honey but I like dipping my fries in vinegar. Much later in life did I understand the message and value of your words.

I remember changing schools and hating life and you being there to help me. I remember being so scared and sleeping in your bed. I remember summer nights and fireflies, swimming in the back yard with grandpa John and you in the lawn chair.

I remember Otto the ghost and going out to the stores, I remember canned ham on the holidays and you sitting at the sink preparing dinners and lunches as we talked you would eat the hotdogs cold and at times a little raw hamburger and you would talk about the Great Depression, I remember you making me and Danielle matching dresses. Most of all I remember you.

I remember Christmas’s and birthdays as I grew up and had my own children.. you would sent money and then find out I was spending it on taking care of my kids.. you called and you were frustrated, I will never forget your words. I sent the gift for you so that you could have something nice not for you to spend it anything else.. God I love you.

Again it wasn’t until much later that I truly began to learn self love.. this message sits in my heart always. I remember Easter and you making the bread. The pastel dyed eggs waiting to be put in. I remember huge chocolate bunnies and Gram Mary cooking in the kitchens.

I remember going through the hardest parts of life and I remember pulling away from everyone because I didn’t know another way. I most importantly remember our last conversation on FaceTime and telling you I love you and miss you.

With out you being a gram to me I wouldn’t have had any of these memories. You were the only gram I had. You were my gram when you didn’t have to be, I was six when mom and dad met.

Thank you for loving me when you didn’t have to..

For me it’s about honoring who I am.

Honoring who came before me.

Honoring those who walk with me.

Honoring those who will come after me.

It is about remembering the truth over the lies that are preached to us.

It’s about honoring the one true God which is Love and is what I am.

It is about speaking my truth and saying the hard things that guide others into at times uncomfortable journeys of self discovery.

It is about learning to love all that comes with this journey.

The good the bad the heartbreaking and hard.

It is about seeing beauty in it all and transforming it into love.

If you ask me what it’s all about.. I will smile and say it’s the way back to the truth, to God, to love.

Her hands weathered..

She thinks she is getting old..

What she doesn’t realize is that she is pure gold..

Her pain pours out as she sings those songs..

Her laughter infectious, from her heart she spreads love..

Her passion so forceful it penetrates you with ease..

Every time she thinks she’s losing, she heals the disease..

Her doubt opens the gateways that holds the parts of her that she wishes to hide away…

Why can’t she see those are the most beautiful parts, they illuminate her way…

Her fear projects her deepest healing abilities…

As she heals others from what she had to live through and now can see….

Always in a belief that she is on the edge she doesn’t realize that she is the glory..

Her loneliness has called the destructive love in…

Her solace is now found in only those she will choose..

No more is she a victim her strength is alive, she has taken it back all of her power through space and time now she succeeds at all she was put here to do….

Now she doesn’t need anything else to bring her to life..

she now knows she has all the power she needs inside!

Love is what we called it but in pain is how we grew it..

The time we spent it wasn’t heaven sent it was my descent..

into the darkness and truth.

No longer could I hide away from the pieces of me I didn’t want to see..

everywhere I turned there was no exit to free…

I had to go within to take a deeper look at all the pieces that made me.. me.

Going deep within was the only way to be free.

This year has truly been a beautiful blessing. Yes I struggle, no I don’t have everything but what I do have I am blessed with. I have a home filled with laughter and peace 99.8% of the time and when it gets hard it’s still peaceful and safe. This year has cleared away what isn’t meant for me, it has forced me to see the truth and to stop settling for less than I deserve to make others comfortable while I stuff down pain to keep the peace I didn’t disturbed. It taught me the absolute importance of honoring myself and speaking my truth. I showed me caring and patience and unlikely hero’s who stepped out of their own pain to show me there is always hope. I have made new friends and soul ties and rekindled relationships from a place of healing while maintaining my integrity and truth. I am so absolutely blessed to have had this year. It has shown me that love doesn’t hurt. It taught me that no matter how much I stress something it will absolutely in no way change the outcome but it will always take my peace. This year has above all taught me that having trust and faith in god and the universe always means success even If it means not getting what you thought you wanted. I love you all and I hope you can look back on this year and see it through eyes of love, while you truly realize how far you have come! I love you all and am so proud of all that have crossed my path. Even if we don’t talk and you know longer have access to me I am still cheering for you! ❤️💯❤️

My life isn’t perfect.

I have bills and I have stress.

One thing I am certain of….

Is my life is truly blessed.

I have a love that is good with me.

Yes with me as a whole.

Together we are redefining love as we’ve known..

I never realized how simple life could truly be..

Until I focused on the healing that I didn’t want to need ..

Falling in love with myself and focusing on me!

Learning to love yourself is trying at the least….

When you believed your entire life what others said you were or weren’t meant to be….

Going inward and being present now…

Gave me the strength to allow my power to show..

This is my life, I write my story as I go!

When you are the author of your book of life…

You take back the power.

No one gets to tell you what’s wrong or right.

It is your life do with it as you please…

The code is truly simple.

Strive to be the person you dream to be!

Walk in light..

Speak your truth..

Lead in love..

Help others whenever you can..

Do what is best for you!

Like it has been said so many times before …..

To thine own self be true!

In which life did I do it? I’m trying to remember which life exactly it was when I placed my hearts desire into source and was presented you… I know it was many lives ago, perhaps the very beginning of it all.

It’s funny to think back on the story of us and how we were nothing more then friends. I have to laugh so many serendipitous moments.. Now I sit here… Smiling, laughing and at peace. I don’t know when it shifted, when I stepped out of fear and uncertainty and trusted that I am beautifully blessed, happy and absolutely deserving of it.

I know it’s nothing I can lose, I found it within me and then came you.. and now life is like nothing I have ever been used to!

Laughing and smiling… joking around with you.. it’s not something we do.. with you it’s a way of life. I don’t know that it could be any other way, even on the bad days it still is a good day.

This was a gift.

With the work you did succeed.

It was given to remove you from the pain you couldn’t leave.

Trust in it now as you trust in me.

It was all foretold the way to set you free.

Struggles were hard others this is true.

Not all will make it as far as you.

Some have failed no truth to be seen.

Some no light only a stone where love should be.

Some so blinded by glitter and gold.

Never could be bothered with the stories you told.

Channeled message.