Trust nothing you are told until you research deeply. The problem is people are doing what when they pray to the god they have been taught to? They are praying to a false god to pray is to ask for something in return if something… like a contract and it’s a sin to pray to a false god so these people are being preyed up (fed upon) believing they will enter the kingdom of God if they follow the rules of the church.. and confess their sins and say their prayers, unfortunately, they are not living the way of the true God-consciousness and they are praying to a false god and confessing sins and saying prayers (making a contract).

Instead of learning by trial and error, healing the cycles and changing the behaviors- which is the way to get to that heaven level so to say…

False is the god this society teaches you about in my opinion and my research leads me to believe it is, in fact, the devil energy you are warned about.

Through control and fear people become stuck they hear the pastors and clergy speak some truth which makes it comfortable enough but they aren’t told all they need so they can never truly put it to action in any real and tangible way.

Hence the saying you meet more true-hearted people in the streets and the imposters in the church.. not that the intention isn’t there but the application and change never come… don’t forget the road to hell is paved in good intentions they are telling you all you need to see to show You it’s a trap but in a world where few can see many have to repeat.

Good things happen out of the blue to give you a break from the pain and hopefully, by doing so you can return to joy momentarily opening the possibility to opening the door to your past and learning why you are you and why you do act like you do and choose what actions to make…..what so many don’t realize is that until you understand the actions and heal the pain that caused them.. the cycle continues as long as the cycle continues you have to return to this same pain in a far deeper way every time you don’t get it right… hence reincarnation. It’s not just what you’ve done it’s what others have done to you and what you chose to do to others in return because of your experience and it’s so much deeper but that is a basic place to truly start. Think about whatever is unhealed in this life and where you are in your life, all the money in the world doesn’t mean a thing if you’re not a better person.

So all the mess you made that you didn’t clean up is given right back to you this time from a much harder starting point than you had in this life.

Once you break and heal the cycles and become the lessons you embody and completely heal in all ways not just mentally you are clear and then and only then do you enter the true kingdom of God.

Those who were able to keep their heart pure, regardless of the pain, trauma, and heartbreak they had to endure. They were open to love and still tried to do what they could to help from a place of love when others needed them.

They are divine and awakened on a deeper level. They

are known as lightworkers, empaths, medicine people, to wake others and begin to question, heal in deeper ways and assist in breaking the dark control over this planet. So yes everyone who was called felt the energy of the awakening.

Most believe they completed a full awakening yes the energy was awakened, but until all of the work is truly done you don’t have a complete awakening to the true God Consciousness.

Many believed that was it and never went further, for them this was comfortable for them it was complete.. when in reality they are stuck and not doing the work so they will return unless they go deeper.

The tools like tarot & reiki etc help to give hope and guide you yet that’s all.

Go further, do the research for yourself, go deeper, look again, see what was right in front of you. It is time to save yourself the power is within you!! Be careful who you trust very interesting times are upon us!

No longer

No longer can you claim you didn’t know better…

No longer is there safety in ignorance.

No longer is there comfort in excuses.

Make sure your heart is pure.

Your intentions true.

Reciprocity is key!

Nobody should be made to wait on you.

Be sure you make shit right.

Understand with anything and everything it doesn’t matter if it’s love, family, friendship, time, business, money, sex, material, energy.. You can’t take and not give.

This is endgame.

If you choose to not evolve shit is about to get real fast.

Take it as a final warning or however you will.

What is in your heart and how you choose to live, how you love, how you respect and how you treat all will decide the outcome of how the rest of your life will unfold.

Help has been sent and many have abused it while claiming ignorance and now it will not be offered in the same way again.

This is the end of days as we have known it.

The final chance to make it right and move from the hells of life to heaven on earth.

The choice is no longer yours.

Evolve grow and change or be forced to.

I love absolutely so I won’t commit!

Love is limitless and pure

Love is safe never demanding

Love is open and wise

Love is free and everlasting..

If you’re committed it means placed in confinement.

Confinement means held captive.

Captive means taken and held as a prisoner of war.

And

Captive also means held under control of another but having the appearance of independence.

Prisoner means person deprived of liberty and kept under involuntary restraint, confinement, or custody.

Liberty means the quality or state of being free.

So no never committed.

Always in love!

I am sovereign. I am love. I am liberty. I am power.

The world is in a state of chaos, unbalanced and full of pain.

We have basic rights that aren’t given to all and they continue to be taken away, why? Because you view us as less or is it because you’re afraid if you give us the most basic of rights we will find our power and take over the world?

We don’t want to take your world away, we only want to be safe in our own space, safe in our skin and in our truth.

How can any human with a soul stand and support what is happening and what is being done, continuing on with their lives as if all is well? It’s easy I suppose when you buy the lies that it doesn’t effect you.

Here’s the cold hard truth we are all affected by it, first they withhold rights and basic human decency and a few speak but it goes unheard. Then they take away more rights and implement the procedures they deem necessary to remain in control and nothing gets said because it doesn’t effect the majority.

They rule with terror and it’s accepted because those with the advantage don’t truly feel it.. when we raise our voices and allow our pain to be heard we are deemed as unreasonable and problematic. What you don’t see is the longer you remain silent on these issues you feel don’t concern you, you are giving them the power to come for you and when they do no one will be left to speak and help you. Not because we don’t want to but because your silence is killing us.

I hear and jokes about the purge but the reality is that’s what going on but we call it justice and blame the victims. How can you say you are of God and allow these injustices to continue? Black men women and children being killed for the amount of melanin in their skin, 3000 if not more Latin brown skinned children that were in ice custody missing? How does a caged child go missing?yes a child in a cage really allow that to sit with you… LGBTQIA men and women no longer given protection or rights to medical care… but it doesn’t affect you because little Billy and Anne are home safe.

The hate once spoken in the privacy of the home is now proudly shouted and celebrated in public forums and we have a leader that applauses and supports this. We are awakening and many are living in this false hope that love and light will save us all but what will make the difference is our voice and our truth. The burning desire to end the inequality and injustice.

How long will it not affect you? How long can you turn a blind eye? How can you say you love your family or friends if you allow this to continue it may not be happening to you right now but it’s happening to someone you love even if you don’t want to admit it or see it.

To be a warrior of light means to speak your truth and to use your voice to speak for those who have had their voices taken away.

When we lift each other up we rise, when we turn a blind eye it’s only time until we all fall.

I can touch on a million things and I’m not intentionally leaving any group out what I am doing is putting a call to action. Change begins at home.

Because I was your daughter.. it caused her pain to look at me.

Because she was hurt, she didn’t know how to love me and a part of her couldn’t understand why she hated me.

Because I was your daughter I desperately called out to you.. that only fueled her anger and rage.

Because you were my dad, I asked about you all the time.

Because you were my dad, I wasn’t allowed to know your name until I was 18.

Because you were his son, abandonment came easy to you.

Because you survived the demons of your father , you figured I would survive your demons too.

Because I was their kid, I had so much hate and anger.

Childhood is supposed to be nurturing and loving but because I was their kid I didn’t get to experience that side of life.

Because I was the kid they wish they had aborted, I spent far to many days scared and beaten…

Because I was nobody’s kid, I was everyone’s sex toy and punching bag…

Then I stepped out of your shadow.

I grew up and I became their mom…

Because I was their mom and I was young confused and hurt, it didn’t work out with their dad, I loved them every day.

Because I was their mom and their dad abandoned them, I learned from your mistakes.

They were shown unconditional love, I told them stories of their dad and tried to keep contact…I showed them pictures so they would know they were born out of love.

Because I was your kid I was still angry, hurt and broken, but because I was their mom I was determined to heal & they wouldn’t let me fail.

Because I was their mom I took a deep look in and learned to heal myself for them and more importantly me.

Because they are my kids I broke the cycle.

Because they are my kids and I am their mom I found my strength was always a deep love for myself.

Finally because I was their mom and they were my kids I learned what love truly means.

Because I healed as I grew older I learned to forgive you for the things you did, while you weren’t being my father. I learned and understood you were hurt & broken too.

Because I am a mom who was a broken child, now with children. I took another look at my mom and I forgave and understood my mom loved me and did what you could and at least she stayed and tried although she was hurt and broken too.

Because they are my kids, they will succeed and do far better then I did.

Because they are my kids, when and if they have kids they will start a new cycle. One where childhoods are filled with nurturing and love, they will grow up and old with love and healing.

This is the way of the new world.

Right now I still see people bitching about customer service reps at stores and restaurants I ask you to please realize most of these people work for minimum wage or below.. they are usually broke, scared and stressed over whats going on.

If you take the time to be extra kind and to talk to them you will realize that while they watch everyone else stock up on the essentials.

They get no special treatment so they see all the supplies flying off the shelf and they have to wait until payday to buy knowing it’s running out, they worry about their children, families and friends.

They are younger or have stressful lives before the virus where financial ends have never met.

So now they are really going through it instead of complaining about how they messed up and how they were short with you, try doing something nice or even just being kind…

Kindness and love go further then hate in any scenario.

Choose not to be an asshole right now.. literally everyone is feeling this!

And for all the light workers wishing the virus on people who don’t read it the way you do… I have no words but thank you for showing us who you truly are.

Everyone else breath I know this can be terrifying but many of us instinctively know how to survive through this and worse because of the abuse and pain we have endured growing up..

It isn’t the first time we have gone without, it isn’t the first time we have been scared. Remember everything you have survived we are warriors and we will get through this too.

Reach out help where you can, pull money out of the bank now to keep at home.

Take this time to be mindful and appreciate the beautiful little moments your given.

I love you all keep your hearts pure!

Wash your hands

Love Tami Irizarry

Do not sit in worry

We have been through this before

Gather up your children

Lock tight all the doors

The world will show its truth

More evil then believed

It is time to set the scales

Balance is what will be

This warning comes loud

There are things we can no longer allow

You took it from the children

Judgement is here now

Those who remained pure of heart

This is for you it’s your new start

For those with darkness in your heart

It is time that we part

Those who have the chance to be saved

With your heart be wise it is the only way

Soon money and status will be gone

The ways of the old will live on

The hawk that soars above your head

Live from your heart

Move out of your head

The patriarch is dying

Notice the mothers aren’t crying

The control you had is taken back

Our truth we reclaim we are free at last

In the days yet to come

Tune into your soul

Follow the wise one

For money nor name

Will you reclaim

As your soul is stained

You lived this life as a game

Hoarding and stealing

What was never yours to claim

Violent and cruel no worries or care

This is the lesson you must bare.

None can save you tho seek help you will

Pray for the ones who see good in you still

Although you abandoned them without regard

This is your only chance to be redeemed

In front of God.

1492 Columbus got lost in the ocean blue.

Stealing raping killing was all he could do. 2020 here we are it took us a while but we have come far.

Decoding the program, setting ourselves free.

Speaking to the truths they didn’t want us to see.

Now the time is here, we called back your our power.

No longer do we stand in fear!

We are changing this world hand in hand with the Divine!

Those that held the power know it’s only a matter of time.

I was 6..

I remember coming to east meadow from queens village.. stepping out of the car and walking on the grass towards your house. You were smiling laughing and you wore the house dress it was blue…

I remember you jolly and stern a realist with a heart of gold who held so much wisdom. I remember your stories which not until decades later did I realize were a pathway to living an easier life.

When you’re 8 and your gram Mary tells you that you get a lot more bees with honey then you do with vinegar, I used to think that well I don’t like honey but I like dipping my fries in vinegar. Much later in life did I understand the message and value of your words.

I remember changing schools and hating life and you being there to help me. I remember being so scared and sleeping in your bed. I remember summer nights and fireflies, swimming in the back yard with grandpa John and you in the lawn chair.

I remember Otto the ghost and going out to the stores, I remember canned ham on the holidays and you sitting at the sink preparing dinners and lunches as we talked you would eat the hotdogs cold and at times a little raw hamburger and you would talk about the Great Depression, I remember you making me and Danielle matching dresses. Most of all I remember you.

I remember Christmas’s and birthdays as I grew up and had my own children.. you would sent money and then find out I was spending it on taking care of my kids.. you called and you were frustrated, I will never forget your words. I sent the gift for you so that you could have something nice not for you to spend it anything else.. God I love you.

Again it wasn’t until much later that I truly began to learn self love.. this message sits in my heart always. I remember Easter and you making the bread. The pastel dyed eggs waiting to be put in. I remember huge chocolate bunnies and Gram Mary cooking in the kitchens.

I remember going through the hardest parts of life and I remember pulling away from everyone because I didn’t know another way. I most importantly remember our last conversation on FaceTime and telling you I love you and miss you.

With out you being a gram to me I wouldn’t have had any of these memories. You were the only gram I had. You were my gram when you didn’t have to be, I was six when mom and dad met.

Thank you for loving me when you didn’t have to..