The end is here.

Honestly it’s a tale as old as time and goes even deeper.

Emotionally and for our wellbeing we need others and that’s a simple fact, yet this world has told us it is weak and codependent to need others yet life alone cannot be sustained one would absolutely go insane without love and interaction look at castaway with Wilson.

Yes while we feel like we would be better alone we’re not wrong either not exactly anyway but nonetheless we’re still wrong we’re buying into the division they try to create it became every man out for themselves and that’s where destruction ruled over and won.

Now it’s high time we realize that we realize all that division did was cause heartbreak anger pain and regret it caused struggles and financial worries that didn’t need to be, children were placed in vulnerable and dangerous situations because the familial support was removed.

Now we struggle and destroy each other and all we really want to do is pull each other close and make it better together and put the pain of the past behind us finding a better way forward together.

If ego and pride could be set aside and people would feel comfortable being vulnerable and openly taking to one another without fear of judgement.

Then we can begin to listen to our hearts and find we’ve been waging wars against ourselves and we don’t have to anymore it’s time for a new way forward into our future together for all!

Love doesn’t hurt control does!

loy·al

adjective
1 giving or showing firm and constant support or allegiance to a person or institution.”loyal service”
This is the problem there is no allegiance or loyalty to others we started idolizing material and Wealth we lost sight of what matters the most!

Loyalty to each other family and love,loyalty to the truth and loyalty to what is right is what is lacking in this country.

We made things more important than people.

Everyone set their sights on what they wanted materially and sacrificed those who care for them to get it.

Now everyone has to learn that this is where they have lacked in humanity and in love and what’s right. This is what I meant when I said keeping your heart pure, while yea I want more I’m not about to destroy a innocent someone to get it.

I’m grateful for what I have throughout the struggles and I know better days will come. I strive to help others who are suffering because I know the pain as well, I also know together we can change it for everyone.

A new way forward exists when you’re ready I’m here.

The spiritual journey and what it is…

The point of this spiritual journey is to bring us back to whole.


During the hard times as we experience heartbreaking goodbyes and traumas resurface we are taught how to learn how to love and honor ourselves fully so we can awaken to our truth and full potential.

When we release fear in all aspects and step into our authentic being shedding the judgement of others.
We release the beliefs put on us about who we were expected to be, finally being seen and appreciated for who we truly are.

It’s hard at times without a doubt but it is the most beautiful love you will ever experience once you begin living what you’re speaking.
The work isn’t easy and yes there are times when you feel like you can’t take anymore.

Please keep going don’t give up, I promise all the pain wasn’t for nothing. Your truth will be revealed ignorance is dying as we educate others.

Don’t fear the unknown embrace the changes and live your life for you!
You deserve a love that doesn’t hurt and that’s the end of the rainbow everything else suddenly falls into place!

I speak from absolute experience I have no reason to lie to you. ~Tami Irizarry
Love doesn’t hurt. Toxicity does. Evolve.

I took this picture yesterday proof is all around if you choose to see! 🙌🏽🤍♾🕊🗣

Hey God it’s me. Today is certainly a day, I’m sure so many of us feel the same.

I’m sick to my stomach, stress and anxiety are absolutely heightened my PTSD is triggered and I’m again finding that all of this was caused by the immature and wrong actions of another.

Yet here I am left dealing with the consequences of those inactions or actions, depending on how you want to look at it. Now what I want to know is when does it stop?

When do we begin holding adults accountable for their narcissistic temper tantrums? When do we say enough is enough to toxicity and take a stand against it once and for all?

I know I’m standing up to answer the call, not just because it affects me alone, but when you think of it this blatant disregard for humanity affects us all.

Let’s take it back to my landlord let’s call him Mr. My father is a real estate attorney, aka Mr. Privilege. I rent an illegal home attached to air bnb, the part about it being illegal was unknown to me. Until today when I was forced to look up building codes, that’s another story for another day.

Right here right now I’ve got too much to say, I can’t stop now or I’ll let this train get away. So back to where I am currently. I pay $1595 to live where I do, it’s absolutely beautiful and exactly what I needed at the perfect time too.

What I also didn’t know is that my landlord Mr.Privilege wasn’t as nice of a guy as I thought. Again my desire to see the good in others still has the ability to blind me against the reality of who they are proving to be. Note taken!! So when the latest air bnb’s guest brought their dogs, I was absolutely startled they arrived after we were in bed and the dogs were going nuts.

I didn’t blame them it’s a scary to be in a new place, I know it can be rough. So in the morning when the owners left I wasn’t really shocked that the dogs were barking non stop. After two and a half hours of non stop barking, I was really getting concerned and my nerves were beginning to wear thin. I messaged my landlord and here is where this drama begins.

The first text and his response was absolutely fine!he even apologized, the air bnb people came back and took care of the dogs all was fine. My landlord even checked to make sure the dogs had calmed down, what a great guy!

Crisis adverted but would I be so lucky the next time they went out again? The answer was no and for $1595 a month I didn’t sign up to feel as if I was living in a kennel, it didn’t seem fair but I shrugged my shoulder and went on without a care.

I went out and enjoyed my day, went into nature and spent time with a friend. Came back to my house to make dinner and it started again. The dogs wouldn’t stop barking with every sound I would make once their parents left them they must have been scared in a new place. I reached out again for help after another 2 & 1/2 hours.

This time I wasn’t met with kindness, instead I was treated as an inconvenience bullied slandered attacked threatened and now I’m being evicted. I wish there was some amazing tale to tell you but in all honesty that’s the long and short of it. This time at least I noticed and stood up for myself this time right away.

So this is what Mr. Privilege had to say.. I’m not doing this all summer with the air bnb guests you have 60 days to get out. You’re in violation of your lease. He also tried to throw some false accusations my way. The problem is this when you lie manipulate and bully someone it’s just not a good look.

Oh let me tell you about last Sunday, this one was really for the books! In my lease I have a back lot, it’s my parking and yard area I pay for it. So Mr. Privilege comes to assert toxic male dominance and brings a male counterpart each with a big truck to further intimidate me. He tells me to move my car, my personal vehicle from my parking area so he can park his trailer there right now or he is towing my car.

Literally no joke.

I have already at this point explained that I will be spoken to as an equal and to please keep it professional and business like, I’m not your friend, child, mother or wife. I am your tenant and we have a legally binding contract to be withheld on both sides. All I am asking for is basic human decency and consideration.

I know I am more then considerate when he asks me to throw away the air bnbs trash as recycling every week. As well as all the nights I can’t even sleep in my own home because of endless parties until after 2 am.

Guess what.. Nope I am not the one hosting them, but anywhere you sit in my home you wouldn’t know the difference. It’s so loud I think there’s something that helps with noise is it proper installation?

Regardless, here I am now and allow me to explain the layout of my house as I sat at home today, then we can get to why I’m truly feeling this way. We shall begin with a picture!

See those steps? That’s my front door, the cars aren’t mine they are from the air bnb.

So I have exactly one exit, you enter it’s my kitchen you go upstairs and I am above the air bnb. No escape, no back door, no front escape I’m literally surrounded. However this is the funny thing I wouldn’t have cared. It was their mother’s 80th birthday! I didn’t say a word.

So let’s rewind to 5:22 am this Sunday morning , I receive an email from Mr.Privilege about a review the previous air bnb rental made. I will enclose all info because I need your input guys. What would you do? If this were you and you lived here? I can’t afford to move and I’m stuck in between a rock and a hard place. Yet to me it seems clear.

Email from Mr.Privilege
The air bnb review but look below there’s proof!
Again that’s my front door no other entrance or exit point.
However the air bnb renters are given a back yard with gazebo and ping pong table, grill etc and an entire front yard. This isn’t it this is a common driveway shared my multiple units there’s isn’t included they also have separate parking up front.

This was my reply to my landlord.

As per your request I am only to email you after you told me you were falsely evicting me in 60 days because you weren’t going to do this all summer with the air bnb guests. Then you persist to email me this telling me about complaints again completely unheard of and you’ve never before mentioned it. Now what you have done and I can’t comprehend how an adult business man can literally be fueled by emotion and not logic. Which was what I asked for when dealing with. Speak to me as an equal I am not your child.

Regardless I will address your message. That is not at what happened yet moving as per your response I am only to email you. The thing about opinions they are interesting, however they are not facts. I can absolutely provide proof of interactions and witnesses which were outside at the time.  

I was outside smoking on my porch mid day I am absolutely well within my rights to be on my porch in my area on phone and ask some to quiet down, it’s one of the minimal spaces I have. It’s a drive way not yard. In the same aspect the same consideration is what I’ve been asking for yet you have a problem with me when I ask for it. However you have no issue accepting my rent. Please make it make sense. 

Moving forward let’s readdress this false eviction based on lies on 2/19/2022 you stated We have 60 days were being evicted because I asked you for you help with the dogs at the air bnb the instant you lied and accused me you’re right the dynamic absolutely changed. How would you feel if someone slandered your good name with lies? 

Now you come with this.

What?!???!??!??!?
Crickets ever since 🦗 🦗🦗🦗🦗🦗🦗

Yet I’m the one in tears all day with my stomach in knots. How is this right for anyone at all? What if it were you?

Thank you for reading it really does help to write it all out and put it into perspective for me. Maybe when things get hard try writing about it, you really do feel better since you’re not forced to silently hold it all in.

Let’s hope tomorrow is a better day!! Happy birthday to the 80 year old granny in the attached house many many more amazing years for you to come! What a beautiful gift to celebrate someone! I hope at that age I’m that blessed. A little understanding saves a lot of unneeded stress! 🤍🕊♾

https://www.lakotatimes.com/articles/rainbow-warriors/

The elders knew what was going to come, the faith they had was and has always been unwavering.

What no one seems to understand is they were absolutely right. The rainbow warriors would be the ones to save the world.

Who are the rainbow warriors?

Allow me to introduce you to anyone who has fought for love in any real way and that includes those who paid dearly.

I’ve been shown by God/Source/Great spirit, the rainbow warriors are found everywhere.

I speak for myself but I find it to be Particularly in the LGBTQIA community. Yes let me explain from my personal experience. I am a lesbian, I have had to fight every single day for my right to love. As a mother in the nineties I worried all the time that they would take my children simply because I loved a woman.

Much like those before me who lost their lives, homes, families; I went through similar struggles and heartbreaking loss and traumas. To be honest we opened the broken hearts club and became advocates for all, in what is right for all.

We payed dearly every step of the way, yet I couldn’t be more proud of being gay.

My struggles and pain only paved the path for my own daughter to come out as a lesbian and receive the support and love she deserves.

There isn’t a better feeling to be had if you’re a true of heart mom or dad! You just get it. If my suffering helped in any aspect, that’s a blessing and a beautiful gift.

Yet here we are in 2022 and again they threaten our freedoms. How many more lives will be lost for the belief of man?

They’re trying to undo all we have fought for with our lives. I am sick of it and can’t stand this hate and evil anymore.

Why is this country run by those fueled on hateful personal beliefs and evil in their hearts? So focused on power and control they happily will sacrifice each and every soul.

It’s time to take control back and set it right for all!

Either we finally stand up together and unite once and for all. They’ve already proven that divided we fall.

This country has become so over run with greed, taken over by manipulation. They weaponized their own people against each other, make no mistake this is a war on humanity.

In school you were taught how to obey, you were told what to think. How to behave and what is and isn’t socially acceptable which bred intolerance and judgement and led us all to shame.

Those who thought for themselves and spoke their minds had no choice, me personally I felt forced into speaking up. How could I be quiet with the reality I was born into? Truth is it was done to everyone and we all did the best we could do.

We did our best to warn you all and now of it all is too hard to bear.

We understand and there is no judgement, now it’s simply time to do better. When you know better you do better. You soon will.

Ignorance is no longer an acceptable excuse, if you wouldn’t like it done to you don’t do it to another. So simple yet so true.

Those addicts in your families that you threw away did you ever once consider what happened to them? What was done to them to make them become this way? Or did you fill with shame anger and judgement and ultimately throw them away.

Simply because you feel something doesn’t make it right. There are so many different perceptions to open to. Try to open to understanding again. Those walls you built to protect you when your heart couldn’t take anymore are the same walls preventing love from truly entering.

I promise you this no God will ever judge you without taking it all into consideration and we all deserved the same opportunity yet it was stolen from us so trust unless you’re intentionally evil you’re good.

It’s time to speak up for everyone and that includes you! Yes you matter too! Please realize this is for everyone of us!!!

All the outcasts, misfits, rainbow warriors, gay, straight, no labels it’s time to just be beautiful you!! If we don’t stand up for each other because it’s not our problem who is going to be left to stand for you when they come?

If it’s not your fight and it’s not right simply don’t participate what are they going to do arrest all who refuse to fight a mans war over control, when they are fighting Gods war for the heart and soul of man. We will never achieve peace while we’re fighting another mans war.

It’s time to try again in a better way together and begin Anew. The God of my heart is all about love and peace and I only speak the truth. 🕊🤍♾ I love you

Hurt people hurt people and they sometimes do not know it.

The truth is hurt people hurt people.

Have you ever wondered why?
Perhaps we should try and understand if we contributed to the hurt that these people are unleashing.

Understand this loves, If you personally hurt someone and it was intentionally or unintentionally they have the right to how they feel.

If you truly love them you will be willing to listen to understand without being defensive, If we can start living with understanding instead of judgement perhaps we can acknowledge that we are all suffering and trying to do the best we can.

If you didn’t have any hand in hurting them perhaps show a little grace and realize they may not know a better way exists.

Kindness matters to yourself and others.
It helps to heal hearts, then we can find who we truly are under all the pain we’ve endured. It’s time we do better together educate each other. Hold all as accountable as you hold yourself.
🕊🤍♾~ Tami Irizarry
We can change this world together!

Bless up and open to truth. This is what I do with unsolicited advise.

Allow me to share this nugget of knowledge with you.
Release the beliefs that you know anything about another, you do not you simply know yourself and what you don’t wish to acknowledge within is shown to you through your interactions with others.
Before you should anyone remember this, don’t tell me what I should do and I won’t tell you what you should do.
When we avoid our own healing because we’re too stuck to realize it is us crying to be healed, we project it on to others and while that is beautiful and so sharing it’s important to give that love and attention to yourself. Bless up Queens and Kings. 🤍🕊♾ Love Forevermore -Tami Irizarry.

love #peace #westandunited #spirituality #healing #StopPretending #getright #getready #getreal #lovethelifeyoulive #livethelifeyoulove #NoMoreExcuses2022

What’s the matrix??

Hello love and welcome!!

I know how overwhelming this can all feel. So the best way I can describe the matrix is to describe you first. Allow me to explain, when you were born you were perfect absolutely full of unconditional love and innocence.

As you grew and others were responsible to help you to learn and mature. They may have taught you some ways that weren’t right or created some pain within you. Now as an adult you’re finding who you were before the world told you who you were.

The matrix is anything that tells us what to think or feel rather then allowing us to simply be who we are and embracing it. The matrix is those in control who seek to remain in control over power and greed.

They do this with lies and through intentional manipulation they have a say over what information we are given.

They rely on fear and hate, to do and to take as they wish without consideration or consequences.

So now here we are as a human race and we’re not unintelligent, we are not so soft spoken anymore, we are not afraid and we are coming together to stand for what is right for all.

We are informing and educating as we do our best to uplift, heal and encourage each other on our journeys when our paths cross. I hope that has helped to give you a better understanding. If you have any other questions feel free to ask! We’re all in this together!

Remember I am my own healer.

So while I spent this early morning revisiting the past. It is now 8:00am and the birds are chirping. it is a beautiful day to be alive!

The one thing I have learned is that I am the one who chooses how I experience this life and I choose to be happy. Too much of my life has been controlled by the actions of others. I won’t allow that again, it is my life and I live it for me.

I guess I am telling you this to help remind you, no matter how bad the past is, how dark the depression there is hope. When it gets bad put your hand over your feel it beating and know my love you are a work of art! I love you all.

Hold on change is coming although it hurts to grow, its necessary. We deserve love, peace and happiness. Freedom from all the shackles that have held us back.

Rainbow Warriors Rise

So much talking.

With nothing much to say.

In a world where there are so many haven’t been taught how to properly understand emotions, how to openly communicate without being defensive. Lets be real conversations aren’t that deep, no one really knows what they’re trying to say…. let alone what’s being said and you can forget about them hearing you because most people don’t know how to listen to hear, instead they listen to respond. Then you have to also understand comprehension and perception because the ability to truly comprehend isn’t as simple as you think… instead of clarifying to be sure our message was heard we jump to assume it was. Ironically we need to change it but nothing ever changes until it is addressed, but where do we begin to address it in a world conditioned to silent obedience? 

Some turn a blind eye to the issues they can’t control and hide behind the veil of ignorance trying to discredit the issues they deem don’t involve them that is how.. Privileged Society pushes forward ignoring all the tears and cries they turn up the music, buy a pretty mask to cover the ugly truth. Their hearts filled with rage, their souls lost in feelings they can’t put into words. The world is begging to be healed as it is ravaged in every imaginable way. Broken children searching for hope, hearts longing for a savior in any form at all, something, anything just to feel a little bit of peace. A beautiful distraction from the pain sounds so so good in this cold and evil world, please understand the price we end up paying is far too deep. The privileged walk on by not concerned with you nor I. Something shifts.. they are worried but they keep up appearances not wanting to accept what is coming for them. There lives start to crack and chaos begins to flood in, lying to themselves afraid to admit who they have truly been. The privileged were given all the opportunities to make a difference and fully heal the pain resulting in permanent change, to make amends for all the wrong that had been done. Miserably they failed and instead took full advantage and now because of greed they lose it all. 

You know them, the privileged ones they are the ones who said they’re better then me & you, they are the powerful, they are in charge, they’re too important, they’re too busy, they’re to stressed… too care about the matters of family or the heart. No light on within seeking to fill the void, quietly yet violently they fill themselves with all the distractions and entrapments they can find that allows them to continue to play this part. They can’t remove the mask and if they even tried they would see it’s one of millions in this world of evils, cancers and greed this is the only place where they will ever succeed.

The messages from source come out of the mouths of divine messengers much like me and you. Knowing the gateway to the soul is reached only by those whose hearts are touched by the arts, music became a new way to experience life. The privileged had the knowledge and wealth so they gained control of the way the message was presented and Instead of invoking peace while listening, we were only allowed to experience the messages through a chaos frequency. Chaos started overflowing more frequently and people were believing the lies they were fed over their own knowing and truth. They started to accept restrictions over freedom, then they chose convenience over care and they started saying love when they should have said pain while they were trying to describe pleasure everything was so confusing because nobody spoke they got confused and hate disguised and called love. 

With all the control they had, it was easy to make everyone fall in line. We watched as our natural medicines were ripped away, we watched as our healers were hunted, tortured and burned. Secretly they hoped that they would never return. They told us the truth when they said the devil is the the king of Hell. What they neglected to mention is that we all know him very well. Too many manipulations occurred so naturally we learned it easier to accept it and be complacent then to fight and die. That we simply didn’t hear them all the times they said devils name was God. You certainly didn’t question the words from above, that is unheard of what would you be thought of! 

Time is fickle and funny it’s true. The stories were hidden & the lies became truth, With each life lost, each broken heart and tortured soul… we lost all the traditions and the ways of the old. We lost our culture our traditions our magick. Our souls shattered like glass into small fractions of truth. Through the lessons we were once forced to learn, our memories faded and we adopted their ways as our own. We began to want the lies they sold us. Trying desperately to fit in and be part of their history. what high prices to have access to a little decency. The food they provided us so convenient and so tasty we couldn’t understand the fact they were knowingly leading us to our graves early. 

We started to blindly trust all they said and did, we believed the organized medical care system had our best interests at heart. They happily allowed us to believe, its great they have an cure for anything and everything.. it’s the one stop cure all never realizing the price we soon would pay for it all.

Through it all there were very few could truly still see. Segregated and divided, alone they stood each of them holding the light of divinity, Waiting for the others to answer the call.. This is where I come in and it’s a pleasure to meet you all. Call me Tami I know you think you don’t know me. That’s okay I know who you are and we have some commonalities. I am the only me I can be but they call us the black sheep’s, the loners, the freaks, the throw away kids, the left behinds, the forgottens, the abuseds, the addicts, the lunatics, the unloveds, the ones persecuted, the ugly , the tortured, the oddballs, the lesbians, the fat people, the gays, the losers, the different ones, the weirdos, the troubled children in the eyes of privileged society. We are the same we are the ones they tried to destroy, the ones they burned, enslaved, ruined, desecrated. RETURNED!

We are the product of hopes and dreams, we are the rhythms of drums found in countless heartbeats. We are the the lineage of the true Source of it all. Christ consciousness, love, integrity, truth, justice, balance, honor, karma, darkness brought to light. We are all the dreams of the women and men, ages, races from all shades the black, the browns, the yellows, the reds, the whites, the greens. We are the Rainbow Warriors.

Into the truth we light the way, we pave the path. We stand proudly remembering who we are, awakened to it all hear our message near and far! The time has come for the false to pay, the scales of justice have had no balance for too long. Anything gained by intentionally harming another is starting to be removed for all the pain every, every tear, every bit of innocence lost, every thievery, every heartbreaking moment that was caused in all lives, with evil intent in the names of lies, while they greedily stood right by. While they fed you lies and made you bow, telling you all the ways your were wrong, purposely making you regret the day you were born. 

Redemption is here and Bob wasn’t wrong this my loves is your redemption song…. Repay you they will and the generations to come until they have satisfied all the karmic debt that is to be repaid for every generation, life, blessing and family member they have stolen away from you and stolen from. They will pay for the pain every, every tear, every bit of innocence lost, every thievery, every heartbreaking moment that was caused in all lives, with evil intent in the names of lies.

Judgement is hear the day has come, they walk amongst you the chosen ones, the overlooked and overwhelmed the meek as they were called.

Now are called to stand at the completion of their Grand Rising.

Phoenix you are reborn.

The time is here take your rightful place and inherit the earth.

The efforts and trials you have endured have not been in vain.

The battles you fought and all you have lost wasn’t without purpose.

The day of reckoning is here, rejoice in knowing the glory is yours!

The blessings will now begin to flow. 

Stand firm in your truth and continue to grow there is more to come do not stop now.

The only way to fully ascend is to clear all the old baggage out.

Free will as we know it isn’t free will at all.

Free will without access to all the hidden knowledge, isn’t free will at all!

How can one decide what is good and true for them?

How can one be expected to understand the implications and consequences of choices without knowing all the information?

Until you can see that your free will is dependent on the knowledge you have access to.

As long as you rely on those in power to tell you what to know.

How will you ever be truly free to decide what is right for you?

#TuneIn #intuition #remember #ResearchEverything #chooseyou #Soul #awakening