Bless up and open to truth. This is what I do with unsolicited advise.

Allow me to share this nugget of knowledge with you.
Release the beliefs that you know anything about another, you do not you simply know yourself and what you don’t wish to acknowledge within is shown to you through your interactions with others.
Before you should anyone remember this, don’t tell me what I should do and I won’t tell you what you should do.
When we avoid our own healing because we’re too stuck to realize it is us crying to be healed, we project it on to others and while that is beautiful and so sharing it’s important to give that love and attention to yourself. Bless up Queens and Kings. 🤍🕊♾ Love Forevermore -Tami Irizarry.

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Remember I am my own healer.

So while I spent this early morning revisiting the past. It is now 8:00am and the birds are chirping. it is a beautiful day to be alive!

The one thing I have learned is that I am the one who chooses how I experience this life and I choose to be happy. Too much of my life has been controlled by the actions of others. I won’t allow that again, it is my life and I live it for me.

I guess I am telling you this to help remind you, no matter how bad the past is, how dark the depression there is hope. When it gets bad put your hand over your feel it beating and know my love you are a work of art! I love you all.

Hold on change is coming although it hurts to grow, its necessary. We deserve love, peace and happiness. Freedom from all the shackles that have held us back.

2022

2022 wishes for myself and all I love

I simply wish for us to do better, to live a life of peace, true love, and joy. With honest open communication, this can be achieved. I know because I live it every day of my life.

I depend on absolute honesty because it is what I give, any form of manipulation however good you may think you are doing is still only causing harm.

If I know your intentions I can plan my life accordingly. It is far kinder, to be honest than to keep someone waiting around when you have no intentions of following through.

You’re only preventing them from moving forward and although you may say it is because you don’t want to hurt their feelings.

I promise in the long run you’re doing more harm than good with the little white lies.

It’s time, to be honest.

Give people a chance instead of assuming their actions and reactions.

Stop and consider how you make others feel, this life isn’t a one-way road of taking what you can and never worrying about anyone else.

If this is how you choose to live may I ask how it would feel if this is how you were treated?

When people cause you intentional pain that they are aware of letting them go is self-love.

If you’re unsure if they know they hurt you tell them and ask them to stop.

Stop assuming people know, use your voice and speak up and say something.

If someone is controlling who you can talk to and when please realize that isn’t healthy it’s abusive to control the actions of another. It stems from fear and insecurity that If another has access to you they will lose control.

With anything in your life make it make sense to you in every way and if it doesn’t make sense it’s time to find out why!

Master manipulators are out there yes and trust they cannot continue to thrive once we stop accepting their behaviors. Most people aren’t evil they’re just hurt little kids pretending they’re grown trying to do the best they can, it’s time to grow and learn.

There is absolutely a balance, it is achievable, We owe it to ourselves and the future to try.

We all deserve love.

Yet love as we have been taught is painful and untrue it is mixed with other emotions that it never belonged to.

Love doesn’t exist freely where there are lies and manipulation.

Trust can never be formed truly where there are lies and manipulation.

What we have learned is love mixed with control and manipulation, love controlled and manipulated turns into regret.

Regret turns into pain, pain into grief, grief into despair, fear and anxiety come along and bring loss. Don’t you see?

It’s 2022 Let’s gift each other honesty and clear communication. No one is asking for perfection simply progress let’s try and be better.

Teach ourselves, our children, and parents how to break the cycles, by speaking up for what’s right at home!!

It’s time to stop allowing Weak-minded individuals to control the narrative of the story by keeping you in a place of fear, shame, or guilt.

Speak up for yourself and others.

This isn’t about blaming anyone.

Bad things that happened to all of us, generational trauma is very real, look around.

Some have had it far worse than others yes, We are not blind, We are not deaf, We are not mute.

We see the evil. We call out the evil, We end it together. We are aware.

We are the change we’ve been waiting for, It is up to us to stop allowing it to continue!

Remember this above all right is right when it is right and just for all not just some.

We all deserve better.

Let’s do it together. Love Wins!

Love is infinite

I never agreed with how we were told it was to be. I’m a different breed I suppose, not a martyr, just one who couldn’t grasp the concept that no matter how many times someone hurts you that you stop loving them.

Truth be told if I love/loved you in any way and you hurt, betrayed, or tried to destroy me, I still love you and I always will.

I can’t turn it off my love, I love you as painful as it was to say goodbye to you. I had to start loving you from afar.

I came to an understanding early that just because I love you doesn’t make it ok for you to hurt me repeatedly, so I had to walk away.

Yes, I still love you and I think of you at random times and I wish you all the best in your life.

I wonder how you are and if life is good, regardless of all you did or didn’t do I am aware that it’s a two-way street with a lot of outside influences driving by with their opinions.

Occasionally I may even reach out if I hear something is wrong and that you’re going through it, this time it’s with strict boundaries in place. I am the master of my happiness and I have that key on me at all times.

You can’t affect me like you once did,

I love you still and I honor every relationship I have ever had no matter how painful, because of them I learned who I am.

So to anyone who is no longer in my life, don’t sit with loss or fear of retribution when you think of all that occurred between us.

I have no ill wishes or intent, I have no desire for revenge. I still love you, but I love myself more.

I truly am rooting for your healing and happiness. I am living my best life and I am forever grateful for the lessons we taught each other.

Rainbow Warriors Rise

So much talking.

With nothing much to say.

In a world where there are so many haven’t been taught how to properly understand emotions, how to openly communicate without being defensive. Lets be real conversations aren’t that deep, no one really knows what they’re trying to say…. let alone what’s being said and you can forget about them hearing you because most people don’t know how to listen to hear, instead they listen to respond. Then you have to also understand comprehension and perception because the ability to truly comprehend isn’t as simple as you think… instead of clarifying to be sure our message was heard we jump to assume it was. Ironically we need to change it but nothing ever changes until it is addressed, but where do we begin to address it in a world conditioned to silent obedience? 

Some turn a blind eye to the issues they can’t control and hide behind the veil of ignorance trying to discredit the issues they deem don’t involve them that is how.. Privileged Society pushes forward ignoring all the tears and cries they turn up the music, buy a pretty mask to cover the ugly truth. Their hearts filled with rage, their souls lost in feelings they can’t put into words. The world is begging to be healed as it is ravaged in every imaginable way. Broken children searching for hope, hearts longing for a savior in any form at all, something, anything just to feel a little bit of peace. A beautiful distraction from the pain sounds so so good in this cold and evil world, please understand the price we end up paying is far too deep. The privileged walk on by not concerned with you nor I. Something shifts.. they are worried but they keep up appearances not wanting to accept what is coming for them. There lives start to crack and chaos begins to flood in, lying to themselves afraid to admit who they have truly been. The privileged were given all the opportunities to make a difference and fully heal the pain resulting in permanent change, to make amends for all the wrong that had been done. Miserably they failed and instead took full advantage and now because of greed they lose it all. 

You know them, the privileged ones they are the ones who said they’re better then me & you, they are the powerful, they are in charge, they’re too important, they’re too busy, they’re to stressed… too care about the matters of family or the heart. No light on within seeking to fill the void, quietly yet violently they fill themselves with all the distractions and entrapments they can find that allows them to continue to play this part. They can’t remove the mask and if they even tried they would see it’s one of millions in this world of evils, cancers and greed this is the only place where they will ever succeed.

The messages from source come out of the mouths of divine messengers much like me and you. Knowing the gateway to the soul is reached only by those whose hearts are touched by the arts, music became a new way to experience life. The privileged had the knowledge and wealth so they gained control of the way the message was presented and Instead of invoking peace while listening, we were only allowed to experience the messages through a chaos frequency. Chaos started overflowing more frequently and people were believing the lies they were fed over their own knowing and truth. They started to accept restrictions over freedom, then they chose convenience over care and they started saying love when they should have said pain while they were trying to describe pleasure everything was so confusing because nobody spoke they got confused and hate disguised and called love. 

With all the control they had, it was easy to make everyone fall in line. We watched as our natural medicines were ripped away, we watched as our healers were hunted, tortured and burned. Secretly they hoped that they would never return. They told us the truth when they said the devil is the the king of Hell. What they neglected to mention is that we all know him very well. Too many manipulations occurred so naturally we learned it easier to accept it and be complacent then to fight and die. That we simply didn’t hear them all the times they said devils name was God. You certainly didn’t question the words from above, that is unheard of what would you be thought of! 

Time is fickle and funny it’s true. The stories were hidden & the lies became truth, With each life lost, each broken heart and tortured soul… we lost all the traditions and the ways of the old. We lost our culture our traditions our magick. Our souls shattered like glass into small fractions of truth. Through the lessons we were once forced to learn, our memories faded and we adopted their ways as our own. We began to want the lies they sold us. Trying desperately to fit in and be part of their history. what high prices to have access to a little decency. The food they provided us so convenient and so tasty we couldn’t understand the fact they were knowingly leading us to our graves early. 

We started to blindly trust all they said and did, we believed the organized medical care system had our best interests at heart. They happily allowed us to believe, its great they have an cure for anything and everything.. it’s the one stop cure all never realizing the price we soon would pay for it all.

Through it all there were very few could truly still see. Segregated and divided, alone they stood each of them holding the light of divinity, Waiting for the others to answer the call.. This is where I come in and it’s a pleasure to meet you all. Call me Tami I know you think you don’t know me. That’s okay I know who you are and we have some commonalities. I am the only me I can be but they call us the black sheep’s, the loners, the freaks, the throw away kids, the left behinds, the forgottens, the abuseds, the addicts, the lunatics, the unloveds, the ones persecuted, the ugly , the tortured, the oddballs, the lesbians, the fat people, the gays, the losers, the different ones, the weirdos, the troubled children in the eyes of privileged society. We are the same we are the ones they tried to destroy, the ones they burned, enslaved, ruined, desecrated. RETURNED!

We are the product of hopes and dreams, we are the rhythms of drums found in countless heartbeats. We are the the lineage of the true Source of it all. Christ consciousness, love, integrity, truth, justice, balance, honor, karma, darkness brought to light. We are all the dreams of the women and men, ages, races from all shades the black, the browns, the yellows, the reds, the whites, the greens. We are the Rainbow Warriors.

Into the truth we light the way, we pave the path. We stand proudly remembering who we are, awakened to it all hear our message near and far! The time has come for the false to pay, the scales of justice have had no balance for too long. Anything gained by intentionally harming another is starting to be removed for all the pain every, every tear, every bit of innocence lost, every thievery, every heartbreaking moment that was caused in all lives, with evil intent in the names of lies, while they greedily stood right by. While they fed you lies and made you bow, telling you all the ways your were wrong, purposely making you regret the day you were born. 

Redemption is here and Bob wasn’t wrong this my loves is your redemption song…. Repay you they will and the generations to come until they have satisfied all the karmic debt that is to be repaid for every generation, life, blessing and family member they have stolen away from you and stolen from. They will pay for the pain every, every tear, every bit of innocence lost, every thievery, every heartbreaking moment that was caused in all lives, with evil intent in the names of lies.

Judgement is hear the day has come, they walk amongst you the chosen ones, the overlooked and overwhelmed the meek as they were called.

Now are called to stand at the completion of their Grand Rising.

Phoenix you are reborn.

The time is here take your rightful place and inherit the earth.

The efforts and trials you have endured have not been in vain.

The battles you fought and all you have lost wasn’t without purpose.

The day of reckoning is here, rejoice in knowing the glory is yours!

The blessings will now begin to flow. 

Stand firm in your truth and continue to grow there is more to come do not stop now.

The only way to fully ascend is to clear all the old baggage out.

How do I heal my heart?

I am a healer and the saddest thing is to witness people who are trying to heal be lied to or denied healing in anyway. Do I charge yes I do…. why? Well for many reasons while I want to help every single person it’s not up to me just like it’s not up to you. 

I share knowledge and encouragement daily in many ways, social media, mentoring, podcast, blog, events etc…. I offer freely of my time and energy when I feel it is appropriate. I have boundaries and I honor and love myself my family and my loved ones and I enjoy being able to live my blessed life with them. I cannot do that in the way I deserve if I give away all of myself. My love is free and I give it freely what isn’t free is my education (I had to pay for it), my time (I can’t get it back), my energy (why should I suffer the pain of your choices), my effort (why should I be willing to give more then you are when it comes to your healing?). Now there is a difference between not being able to afford my services and wanting what I give for free… how?

Simply circumstances of life are so that it can make it hard enough to keep yourself afloat and that I understand I also offer personalized help until you show me my commitment to your healing is greater then your own. 

Without further ado onto how you can heal yourself a step by step guide! Be mindful you will have to find ways to measure your progress and hold yourself accountable.

Where do we go from here? 

There are two choices in any situation. The first choice is focus on the pain and become engulfed in it.
What does each option look like, mean, feel like and bring to your life?
Choice one


What does it feel like?

It feels like anxiety, sadness, loss of hope, fear, pain, anger, rage, loss and more…
What does it mean? Realistically it means the same as it always has on some level you have already questioned or known, now you can no longer deny it to yourself. You can’t change it alone either.
What does it look like? This one is tricky because it ties into what does it feel like and well it’s looks like it feels to you, however to the outside world looking in it looks like- depression, missed appointments and obligations, outbursts, tears, chaos, mess, destruction, miscommunication, self neglect and more.


What does it bring to your life?

The same circumstances and pain you have always experienced on a deeper more painful level. It continuously becomes louder, stronger as it continues to push you to your breaking your point in an attempt to have you finally choose you! Making you try to understand it, heal it, learn from it and change it.
Depending on how painful, how toxic, how many opportunities you have had to change in the past and the destruction it brings to your life that you can’t see.

Will be the deciding factor in how hard this experience is to move through. Call it what you will, a life changing event will occur to force your hand, an awakening, a dark night of the soul, a mental break down, a gateway to a spiritual journey, a midlife crisis, an affair, a death…. the list and the reasons are infinite. 

The only thing that is consistent throughout is the fact that no matter how long you try to avoid it or ignore it. Your soul has a job to do and it will do all it can so that you don’t fail and have to continue to learn the lesson you are ready to move past as you take step into the next phase of your life.
Your soul/higher self/ psyche/ brain/ mind/ heart/ inner child/heart … cannot do it without your permission.. why because you have free will which means if you so choose to stay where you are then this is where you stay until you make a choice to move.

The second choice is to take the knowledge you have gained and do what you need to so that you can keep moving forward in your life.
What does each option look like, mean, feel like and bring to your life?


Choice 2

What does it feel like?

Now this is where it gets tricky because it is scary, I won’t lie to you it is painful, it is releasing, freeing, cleansing and it time it is absolutely beautiful in a new way and life doesn’t ever hurt in the same ways again. When the lesson tries to comes back with a new name and face to be looked at again it doesn’t affect you the same way.
What does it mean? It means healing from a specific trauma from the past one by one as you begin reviewing stalk yourself, yes stalk yourself! Now here you try and figure out why you are triggered the way you are and what your triggers are, why you feel as you do, think as you do and live as you do. Sit with those feelings and pick them apart tracing back as far as you can, I like to guide my clients to the first time they remember feeling that emotion. Now that you have found which emotion and memory to search the past through, you are guided to understand how, what and why that interaction caused you to feel. How it has replayed throughout your entire life simply with different names and faces different situations and scenarios.
Ask yourself how it still currently affects your life. Once you have figured it out start looking into your adult life, seek the pattern that was set because of that initial situation and the emotions you felt.
It is time to go to the current situations in your life that have been problematic due to those patterns so let’s set the emotions aside and look at just the facts. Why???? Because your perception has changed and emotions simply aren’t the facts of the situation and each one involved has their own emotions caused by their own traumas…. learning to look at situations as an observer can help you navigate moving forward easily.

What does it look like?

Pausing before responding to give yourself a moment to breath and respond from a place of love not pain. It looks like a rebirth, freedom, joy, new beginnings. It’s the shine that you never realized you lost getting brighter and life beginning to change in beautiful ways, it looks like pleasure where there was once pain.

What does it bring to my life?


It brings the ability to utilize all that you have learned to life! Now where you came from a place of pain in whichever emotion you worked through you stand in a place of love. Living even with one step deeper in true self love through real healing begins to attract and call into your life beautiful new relationships, opportunities and love (not always sexually), growth and the tools needed to start new with a strong foundation in which you have healed. You glow brighter that new level of brightness doesn’t leave because it’s no longer temporary you did the work in healing that particular toxic pattern.

Free will as we know it isn’t free will at all.

Free will without access to all the hidden knowledge, isn’t free will at all!

How can one decide what is good and true for them?

How can one be expected to understand the implications and consequences of choices without knowing all the information?

Until you can see that your free will is dependent on the knowledge you have access to.

As long as you rely on those in power to tell you what to know.

How will you ever be truly free to decide what is right for you?

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