See I am forced to go public the pain is too much to hold I didn’t leave and abandon you I was a year old.
Yet I paid with my mind, heart, little body and soul. When I found you at 18 you had an amazing life that’s for sure.. I didn’t fit in I was a burden you said it and walked away yet again.
Then 2019 came I hadn’t heard from you in such a long time I was honestly ecstatic maybe this was it my time to matter to you, sadly it was not instead your mother was dying and none of your children cared to support you. Carly a sister that isn’t a sister to me had you reach out and hand that burden to me.
Family means everything and I was so grateful until you all took advantage and tried to use me you have to understand how that confused me and still I paid for it all, just to spend time making memories it was worth it I thought.
Then my birthday or Christmas not even a card did I receive I finally broke down and why didn’t you care about me? Your response broke my heart and my mind my spirit started to break free.. After what you said to me.
It wouldn’t be fair to your sisters yours hers and another sisters, I was devastated this is a joke right this is the first chance to do something nice and try to make up for all you never cared to do. Yet you were my father why did her daughters get two yet I got none. That hurt little girl isn’t done and she will be heard.
Your cruel words help crash down my world I had a mental breakdown from this disease of insanity you all handed to me by not behaving like adults and handling your responsibilities.
Have a conversation like an adult you literally created this chaos by ignoring your responsibility now the issue came in when u suffered my entire childhood because youcouldnt do the right thing. Then you blame and shame me for my lack of success who are you to put that on me?
You laid in the bed and got my mother pregnant you chose to walk away and never help. You didn’t care if I lived or died and still to this day you can’t be bothered to make the wrongs right.
Instead you’re so worried about maintaining the status you tried to secure yourself with a false image that you present. I won’t live ignored hidden taking all the blame I will speak and be heard. Men like you are the problem in this world. I will do all I can to change this and use my pain as the example.
📣PSA: This is in all aspects home, work, life & love
If you can’t depend on those on your team they don’t belong on your team it’s what I’m learning right now.
Demote. Fire. Hire. Promote. Accordingly.
Stop wasting time we need people we can count on. People will gladly come to take whatever you have to give yet they can’t honor their commitments.
This is all beyond disgusting im over every one and everything when I stop to see the reality of it all and call it what it is.
People will continue to do what they want with zero regard to how it affects you, until you choose to stop it. You set the bar for how others treat you.
Most people are only self serving they have no sense of responsibility or accountability.
There are no consequences to their poor behaviors so they do whatever the they want.
No issue there until it interferes with my life…
Keep your messy to yourself if it runs over to my side I will address it.
When it comes to our children they should come first.
Children don’t learn primarily by what we say. Babies are wise, they observe everything we do, and that is where they begin to mimic our actions and learn.
Then they hear all we have to say and it is confusing for children who see the major difference in what you do versus what you say. You’re teaching them to not trust your word.
They begin to walk the path of losing faith.
Then children try to cocreate their world and speak their needs. Some are met with abuse yells and screams. Here is where they’re taught their needs don’t mean a thing.
They begin to lose value in self.
Children excited, beaming with pride so happy they run inside, tracking a mess on the floor you just swept to show you the flower they picked for you.
Instead of love and appreciation, you just tried your parents patience and now you get all the stress that they’ve been holding in. The effort isn’t worth the price you’ll pay.
You learn to feel all the blame and guilt for simply trying to do something good.
Look I’m a parent who was a child who endured abuse. I’m healing it. This i come to find is true.
We all do the best we can do. Unfortunately, we make mistakes. We were taught what we know. We may have picked up and discarded some methods along the way. I know it may have caused major damages, yet at least they stayed and tried.
Unlike the cowards who abandoned their kids blaming the other parent for being the problem, crazy, angry, abusive absolutely insane… so why is okay for your child to be forced to live a life like that without you there to watch their back and protect them?
Exactly! Make it make sense. Stop buying the lies of these little children pretending to be women and men.
They didn’t ask to be born. It’s time all parents do what’s right for their children and learn to grow up and stop behaving like children themselves.
What are we teaching our children about how to behave when they see us act in these ignorant ways?
Now do you see how society has changed and yes we’re all to blame when we do nothing to force change and stop these toxic ways.
It’s time to get back to heart of the matters again. Tami Irizarry
Vexation is being annoyed relaxation is releasing the annoyance.
We should all forever be in a state of relaxation and that begins with speaking up against the things that cause us to stay in the state of vexation.
If not we only allow a constant interruption of our relaxation by those we love because when love is true it is unconditional which also includes helping those we love as they navigate their journey.
You need to feel it to understand the how’s and why’s of life.
I know you don’t love yourself very much at times, I went through the same thing for most of my life.
I love you so much and I wish you could see you like I see you.
I know you can accomplish anything you put your mind too.
The problem isn’t that you don’t try, it’s while you’re focused on you’re earthly desires you’re ignoring what’s inside.
The matters of the heart you will soon come to find is what truly matters.
Unfortunately it is where most lack.
So we fail to keep commitments to others and never commit in love.
We always keep a backup plan because most are afraid of being left alone, for some abandonment is all we’ve ever known.
Our self confidence has been worn down and our heart have been abused and we learned these ways because someone did it to them to and it was all they knew how to do.
The truth is some don’t care to learn another way they choose to stay the same it’s easier that way.
Along the way you got love twisted games were played, some were naive and didn’t realize these were manipulative ways or maybe they did that isn’t for me to say.
It felt like love to them just the same, some have never known it to be any other way.
What I’m saying is I see the truth of who you are and what you could be, in my heart you’re worthy of peace.
Yet you stand in your way so afraid to change.
Afraid to stand up and take full responsibility and accountability for yourself that means in all aspects including how you let others treat you. Instead you suffer waiting and accepting whatever they give with you grace because you long for connection with true understanding you long for true love.
It takes time first you have to truly begin to heal yourself so that you don’t destroy the next best thing.
Change won’t come unless we chose to begin.
I am telling you this so that when true love presents you push it away.
Don’t be so afraid to change that you sentence yourself to another term in the old ways that have been holding you back.
I PROMISE YOU THIS THERE IS NOTHING THAT YOU LACK!
Please love yourself enough to understand there is no one left to blame it’s time to take a good look at your life, try to see who you are truly as a person and if there’s a possibility that you are a problem in the ways you act and things you do?
We’ve all been hurt before now it’s time to make sure we don’t hurt anyone else with the things we choose to do.
It’s time to step out of your own way.
Your heart deserves to know peace.
Ask yourself how can it ever find peace if yourself distracted from your own healing?
Stop trying to be the hero, stop placing yourself in the middle of others tragedy you can’t save them if they don’t want to be saved.
They will drain they life out of you as you try.
You have your own little child inside trying to heal and the only way to do that is to let them know they are real, listen to what they need so they can grow with you and together you evolve into the being you were always meant to be.
The pure heart and soul who came to make a change instead of receiving care you were claimed by a world who tore your heart apart smiled and handed you the shreds of the remains and all the blame.
They took advantage of your beautiful heart, before they played with your mind and ripped your self value and self esteem apart.
Always know this,
YOU MATTER!
YOU HAVE VALUE!
YOU ARE LOVED!
YOU MAKE A DIFFERENCE!
YOU ARE IMPORTANT!
YOU ARE DESERVING OF A LIFE OF LOVE AND PEACE.
Fuck who ever told you less who are they to judge?
You have to make the choice to struggle through the pain of healing the past so you can step into the future on a foundation built to last.
Today I’ll take my coffee light and sweet with conversation that’s not too deep.
My coffee is inviting its Caramel colored like me, it’s strong creamy and sweet.
It warms me up although I’m hot enough. Confidence is once again growing, I can feel it all coming.
I don’t want to think to much on it, I’ve learned to trust the process this life is beyond me.
I grab a cigarette and light it up knowing what I really want is a blunt.
So I hit it.. fuck it anymore, the world is in shambles do you really think it matters?
I’m doing what I have too, to keep me above water.
I am one of them, the forgotten sons and daughters.
Contemplating life there are so many questions.
How did it go wrong, when should I end it?
I’m not ending shit this is my life and I’m going to make the very best of it. Moving forward I can’t wait anymore, I’ve waited and waited as I’ve held the door, now it’s time I am ready for more.
When did I lose me, that’s not a fair question it should be more like..
when did I find me?
I found me alone sitting in pain, scared unsure begging for change.
I was blinded by all of the rage.
I couldn’t see clearly enough, I was trapped in my head pretending it was love.
For 14 years I left myself locked up in a cage.
I started to focus and put my attention where it belonged this wasn’t love I was receiving and I knew it was wrong.
All the things you chose to say how could it ever be any other way?
I was naive I couldn’t see I was so in awe, omg you chose me!
Me caring, innocent,loving most of all naïve.
You didn’t want me, you wanted what you could take from me, I can’t even be mad.
I begged you to stay, living without you couldn’t be the way.
So I traded myself and I watched me fade away.
That was the point at which I lost my self worth and loyalty to me.
Anything you want you got it baby please just don’t leave.
That was the game you taught me to play so I flipped the script and I learned a better way.
Love is a gamble that is for sure you’re gambling with your heart and winner takes all.
Now here’s the most important question to ask, are you playing the hand with a love that will last?
Toxic people play silly games and when you flip it on them then you’re the one to blame, there is no accountability when you play the narcissists way.
For you my god I’d lost so much but what did I care for me I was in love.
You wanted it all and it was never enough.
You took it all away and made sure there was no one left to help me or care for me.
You made me so dependent on you and secured with you, I would always stay.
Well that’s what you hoped anyway.
I watched my children change and I started noticing your games.
I watched them scatter like roaches every time you would come home and I knew something had to be done.
This was my life and it was coming undone.
You wanted your drugs, the money, the control. You left your anger, manipulation, rage and pain guide it all.
I wanted your love I almost lost my soul.
I learned so much by what you would do, I felt as if I was losing my mind.
Why do you do the things you do?
Say something, deny it, blame it on me god it was so tiring, why couldn’t I leave?
You don’t give up you find a way but if I stayed I end up in a early grave.
I had to be sure of the truth, I started to record you.
Now I could hold you accountable for what you say it wasn’t me and here was the proof.
The worst part is when I showed you and you laughed at me and said “I know exactly what I do”.
Shortly thereafter you put your hands around my neck as you got on top of me you spit in my face as you chocked me and told me you wished I was dead.
Yes that’s love baby I should have just left you keep stealing from me instead.
I guess I’ll never know if love was true everything I research says these behaviors are hard wired in you and that you don’t understand what truth is but that’s bullshit you’re just a scared, broken, hurt little kid.
You enjoy causing pain it makes you feel better.
I wanted nothing more then to love you back together.
I didn’t understand we weren’t playing by the same rules.
You left me no choice for them I had to choose me.
I prayed every fucking night to the lord to shine down on me.
I prayed to my ancestors, the divine council, galactic forces, all the gods and the ones who love me most.
I petitioned and I did the work, I cast the spells, I followed the psalm’s, I co created with the magic of it all.
I asked for true love from above all in the universe.
My wish was granted and in came love it was the most terrifying thing I have ever experienced.
She remains a blessing sent from above.
Finally I can speak from experience I have true love, it is real and true it’s like nothing I’ve ever experienced before and it’s my greatest wish for you.
Transitioning from toxic love to true love, from pain to pleasure and from fear to hope is a wild journey and that is putting it mildly.
If you’re in a toxic relationship or have had a toxic upbringing the chances of your self worth being low are extremely high.
I am speaking on my own personal experiences and of those I have loved and witnessed, however I find we’re all sharing the same feelings and emotions when it comes to life and love, even if we may not know one another.
As for me I had low self esteem.
I had insecurities and fears, which allowed me to unknowingly lower my standards to almost nothing.
I simply wanted to be loved, wanted, needed and I believed everyone felt and deserved the same as me.
I gave my all and happily accepted whatever I was given, the is the love I was shown from my very beginning.
Welcome to life this is how we’re conditioned.
I was taught to be who I am. I learned to read others to anticipate their moods it wasn’t safe and stable at home or school.
I was taught to be silent and allow others to treat me as they wished, I didn’t matter I was a stupid little kid.
I grew up hearing all that was wrong with me so yes I was always on the defense there was no peace of mind for as an adult who struggles with mental illness it’s clear to see, how it all came to be.
My body was not my own and everyone loves a good girl who makes them feel good. It’s what I was shown to do make grown ups feel good.
I knew my value was based on what they could take from me.
40 years of my life they took everything they could from me.
I wanted someone who simply loved me for me, not for what they stood to gain from me.
Love isn’t a social climb, like many seem to believe.
Love is what gave us humanity, love is the fabric that binds us all.
Love is everlasting and pure it’s unconditional it’s the start and end of it all.
I don’t think many understand love at all to them it’s a game like I’ve said before, do they ever stop and realize when you play games there is only one winner?
In a relationship there are two so who’s the winner in the game of love if it can only be one of you?
See what I mean it just doesn’t make sense, love isn’t a game it’s heaven sent.
Love is the gift that keeps it all going and love is the most abused state of being.
I’m back now, try me.
44 it’s my golden year… why?
I say so let me make that very clear!
I’ve spent enough time waiting for what’s right.
It’s time for me I’m standing up this is my life, I stand for all in wanting what is right.
I am in love, I am what I do.
I love in love, I’ve learned a better way. It’s more then what you say, but also how you say it.
Love speaks through all that you do, it’s in the words you choose and the way that you move. It flows through you and others feel and see it too.
Love is who I am, love is what I do.
Love is free and love is true, understand the ways of love start with simply being you. You before the world told you who you should be, go back to your better days when you could just be free.
I believe in love, it’s been there for all the change. No matter the trauma or the pain love stood by my side while I felt lost and afraid.
It wasn’t a love from another not always you’ll see.
The deepest love I’ve ever known has come from within me.
I’ve consoled myself when I couldn’t take anymore.
I woke myself up and pushed me towards the door.
I’ve wiped my tears and rocked through my cries.
I’ve stayed by my side through all the goodbyes.
I am in love with myself it’s how I survive in this life.
I live in love for me it’s the only way.
I exist in love, I exist for change.
I laugh in love, my heart is free.
I know who I am, inside and out.
I am free to love in the purest ways, without judgement without shame, never a worry, never blame.
I am never worried about who she wants me to be.
I showed her everything the world said was bad about me.
I was so scared god I remember. I cried like a baby so afraid of rejection.
I showed her the hair on my chin and my neck, she kissed me so deeply, holding me as I cried.
She lifted me into her arms and kissed me a million times at least it felt like that anyway.
She told me I was absolutely gorgeous and I could see it in her eyes. She meant every word she was saying.
I was almost embarrassed by my surprise, I tested her again I was still so afraid so I showed her all my scars would she still choose to stay?
She is absolutely finitely in love with me. She doesn’t hide away from me all the ways she was told not to be. We embrace all the beautiful things that make us who we are.
I don’t have to speak for her.
I speak for only me, I know it’s true in all she does it’s in the way she moves. in the way she treats me.
Haven’t we been picked apart enough, love is a safe place in that we built trust.
I feel in love, with everything in me
I think in love, I open my mind. It’s not about me all of the time, I think about it all and I make sure I understand, I ask questions seeking clarity when I don’t understand.
I trust in the communication we’ve built, I am free to ask without shame or guilt. We teach and learn from each other as we go, how can we learn if we’re so afraid to ask we pretend to know.
I know in love, I don’t own you, you are not mine.
I learn in love, change happens all the time. I am only me. I control my time. I share it with those who I choose. This is my life, these are my rules.
I evolve in love, I stand by you until you decline.
I grow in love, Boundaries set are safe and kind.
I morph in love, I adapt there is no blame it’s life.
I change in love, I simply exist to be. In an ever changing world, I grow rapidly.
I soar in love, I speak my will there is no confusion. We all know what to do.
I rise in love, I trust you with me. We speak in love it happens so easily.
I speak in love- I only mean what I say. There is no confusion or in between.
I scribe in love- to share the way. Love is the answer to changing the ways.
I see in love- Nothing else exists. I observe who you are and I understand why.
I perceive in love- I see everyone’s perspectives and can understand why.
I understand in love- It’s not my place to judge, I’m not perfect all of the time.
I will in love- All I desire to be. This begins in us all, for you as for me.
I desire in love- all that is for me.
Love is peace.
I hope you understand it would be a dream to me.
I dream in love- I breath life into motion. My dreams are messages of love from me, that I choose to share with a chosen few.
I color the world in love- I light the path for those who can see, so they may find the way. Only pure hearts can understand what I say.
I stand for what I love- All that is right and true. Right is right is right is right is right and right and true but only when right is right is right is right for everyone not just you.
I die when I cease to love- There is nothing left to feel. The pain is to intense, this life cannot be real. I look for an escape a way to make it through the day. Can anybody see me am I even real? I love so I fight for a better way. I want everyone to live a life they love so they don’t have to numb their life away. We don’t have to do it alone anymore, it’s safe to want to be free. Change happens rapidly we only need to realize, it begins with you and me.
I become in love when I fall in love with myself- The only way to heal yourself is to embrace and love all of yourself.
The parts you hate that you’ve wished away.
They are beautiful parts that you were taught to hate. I’m sorry others made you feel that way.
I know in love- This life gets tiring and we all need help is too much for us to be expected to do it all by ourselves. Help is out there is you should need.
Do what you need to make it through another day, don’t give up change is on the way.
I am proud in love- I’m proud of you for being so strong so long.
It’s time to return to love, it’s what saves us all. Heal the pain and let’s begin a new way.
✓ There is separation in family and humanity is clinging on by a thread, it is time we are taking back control and making appropriate changes. Now we are in an awkward place of unlearning, clearing, healing, understanding, opening, Integrating new information, opening to different perspectives and reclaiming all that was wrongfully taken and held back from us. However we aren’t doing it in hate or anger or even pain, we are doing it in love and through changed behaviors! It begins as we uplift one another and remind each other that we are all divine and hold the heart of Jesus and Mary within each of us! Once we find balance it all begins!
✓ Sometimes people need separation so that we may heal and learn a better way. This way we clear the road for whatever is meant for us and we allow the other the same, often we find when the love is real it finds it way back to us. However this time it is ready for a new beginning in new ways when it does return. It is time for you to focus on yourselves and your children as you heal independently so you may come back and heal the family together. Through the true heart of Jesus and Mary can we truly change the world. It begins within each of us this is the journey home.
✓ Open to the awesomeness around you!
✓ Tami Irizarry @DivineTemptations

See someone like me doesn’t speak without concrete evidence. Although I am kind and lead my life in love and grace.
I am also fully aware. I was being taken advantage of by those I chose to keep in my life, I believe in unconditional yet I am not stupid so now it’s time to change it up. While I love you I will no longer allow your toxicity to spread like cancer in my life.
I’m kind not stupid. I just don’t like to give up. I am someone who truly believes that with love anything is possible. I chose to stay in hopes that showing them a better way forward.
I gave opportunity after opportunity for change, unfortunately for all coming into my life that’s no longer an option.
If you want a healer pay for one, or heal yourself so that you can stop destroying the good people in your life. We’re tired of trying and to be honest we’re moving on with our lives.
I would much rather be lonely then surrounded by fake love and games. I love being alone that’s a non issue, I love my company.
What I don’t love is not trusting those who say they love me. Love isn’t just a word to be used it has an actual meaning, love acts in love not pain.
Perhaps it’s time for people to understand love. Love isn’t toxic, love isn’t pain, love isn’t abuse. Love is healing, love is true so if you’re unaware of what love is I’m sorry I’m no longer interested in hearing from you.
I know this sounds bitter but trust it’s not.. see I have true love in my life and it’s the greatest blessing I have ever received. This post isn’t for me it’s to help maybe show you a different perspective about life.
I’m 44 I shouldn’t be at this point, yet here I am and disgusted with humanity. I’m aware of how fucked up that thought is, are we ready to be honest and real?
None of this will ever change if we don’t speak freely. We need to have these hard conversations about how abusive behaviors make us feel and the damage it has caused in our adult lives, how to identify them.
If you have been a child of abuse understand there’s a great chance that you will pick up a toxic relationship or many on the journey. Only we can stop doing it or stop it from happening to the future generations.
The thing is abusive and toxic relationships are only romantic relationships, it’s can happen in any relationship in your life.
Anyone in your life can abuse you, it’s your job to identify it and place firm boundaries. You are your biggest advocate act like it!!
As long as we stay silent, as long as we pretend not to see or hear the abuse we watch others endure, we are the problem!
We are enabling the abusers and intentionally making the victims believe they’re unseen and their suffering doesn’t matter because it’s the societal norm.
News flash we watch you, laughing, agreeing, shit talking, looking the other way and no speaking.
Perhaps we aren’t aware that everyone was not given the same privileges or foundations in life. We didn’t all receive the same upbringing, the same level of stability, safety and security.
I was raised in absolute abuse and neglect , so when all my personal and romantic relationships kept the same pattern I had grown up learning, I didn’t know it was abuse I believed this was normal and that was my life.
Don’t you see we need to speak, educate each other and help everyone understand. A better way forward isn’t a job for one it takes all of us! Save our children and future by understanding the past.
Toxic assholes reproduce and recreate more toxic assholes.. their toxic assholes abuse the kind souls eventually they destroy them and suicide and murder spikes.. are we listening yet?
The whole world needs a parenting lesson me included I was toxic and fucked up too, if I can admit it and do better.. what’s your excuse?
I think it would be easier to endure this life if I turned mine off.
How can one be expected to continue to care in a world that is cold?
When you continue to approach all with total love and zero expectations and they continue to go out of their way to cause pain.
This is their sick game, they feel inferior so they intend to spread pain it makes them feel powerful this is how we end these ways.
The self proclaimed assholes of society whose only purpose is to cause chaos for chaos’s sake you have been identified as the issue.
There’s a difference between those who speak truth and hold others accountable, we do it to end the toxicity and finally bring change.
We are labeled as assholes or trouble wrongfully, what we are is tired of the bullshit, the mind games and manipulation.
We’re tired of watching you get away with all of your shitty ways while we are given the blame and pain.
So this is the only warning we are now calling out your games.
This is the way we bring humanity back, we have to care enough about one another to no longer allow bad behaviors to continue.
Silence is deadly.
How can we continue to not only love you, yet care about you when you continually show us you do not value us?
If you valued those in your life, you wouldn’t intentionally cause them pain. You would show them that you care for and about them.
You would be available when they need you as you want them available for you when you need them.
However this society has become so one sided.
We live in an extremely selfish time, where it is come up at any cost no matter the destruction that’s left behind.
Most want what they want and don’t ever care to think of how that affects anyone else.
They do as they please and take all they can but who is there when you need a helping hand?
Love shouldn’t be a one way street we should care for each other equally of course there are times when we cannot be what others need us to be and that is always okay.
It’s wise to treat others with the same care you want in return, please understand that undervaluing someone you care for will come with some understanding yet understanding only extends so far when we’re being affected by your bad habits.
You may come to find that when you need us we have walked away not because we don’t love you but in your pain we couldn’t stay.
Now this isn’t saying allow yourself to be used this is simply saying don’t abuse what you don’t want to lose.
Realize that while things sometimes won’t fully match the ones you took for granted it’s because you assumed we would always have your back, we would have until we found it was human decency and truth you lack.
I love in love, I’ve learned a better way. It’s more then what you say, but also how you say it. Love speaks through all that you do, it’s in the words you choose and the way that you move. It flows through you and others feel and see it too. Love is who I am, love is what I do. Love is free and love is true, understand the ways of love start with simply being you. You before the world told you who you should be, go back to your better days when you could just be free.
I believe in love, it’s been there for all the change. No matter the trauma or the pain love stood by my side while I felt lost and afraid. It wasn’t a love from another not always you’ll see. The deepest love I’ve ever known has come from within me.
I’ve consoled myself when I couldn’t take anymore. I woke myself up and pushed me towards the door. I’ve wiped my tears and rocked through my cries. I’ve stayed by my side through all the goodbyes. I am in love with myself it’s how I survive in this life.
I live in love for me it’s the only way.
I exist in love, I exist for change.
I laugh in love, my heart is free.
I know who I am, inside and out. I am free to love in the purest ways, without judgement without shame, never a worry, never blame.
I am never worried about who she wants me to be. I showed her everything the world said was bad about me. I was so scared god I remember. I cried like a baby so afraid of rejection. I showed her the hair on my chin and my neck, she kissed me so deeply, holding me as I cried.
She lifted me into her arms and kissed me a million times at least it felt like that anyway. She told me I was absolutely gorgeous and I could see it in her eyes. She meant every word she was saying.
I was almost embarrassed by my surprise, I tested her again I was still so afraid so I showed her all my scars would she still choose to stay? She is absolutely finitely in love with me. She doesn’t hide away from me all the ways she was told not to be. We embrace all the beautiful things that make us who we are.
I don’t have to speak for her. I speak for only me, I know it’s true in all she does it’s in the way she moves. in the way she treats me. Haven’t we been picked apart enough, love is a safe place in which we’ve built on trust.
I feel in love, with everything in me
I think in love, I open my mind. It’s not about me all of the time, I think about it all and I make sure I understand, I ask questions seeking clarity when I don’t understand. I trust in the communication we’ve built, I am free to ask without shame or guilt. We teach and learn from each other as we go, how can we learn if we’re so afraid to ask we pretend to know.
I know in love, I don’t own you, you are not mine.
I learn in love, change happens all the time. I am only me. I control my time. I share it with those who I choose. This is my life, these are my rules.
I evolve in love, I stand by you until you decline.
I grow in love, Boundaries set are safe and kind.
I morph in love, I adapt there is no blame it’s life.
I change in love, I simply exist to be. In an ever changing world, I grow rapidly.
I soar in love, I speak my will there is no confusion. We all know what to do.
I rise in love, I trust you with me. We speak in love it happens so easily.
I speak in love- I only mean what I say. There is no confusion or in between.
I scribe in love- to share the way. Love is the answer to changing the ways.
I see in love- Nothing else exists. I observe who you are and I understand why.
I perceive in love- I see everyone’s perspectives and can understand why.
I understand in love- It’s not my place to judge, I’m not perfect all of the time.
I will in love- All I desire to be. This begins in us all, for you as for me.
I desire in love- all that is for me. Love is peace. I hope you understand it would be a dream to me.
I dream in love- I breath life into motion. My dreams are messages of love from me, that I choose to share with a chosen few.
I color the world in love- I light the path for those who can see, so they may find the way. Only pure hearts can understand what I say.
I stand for what I love- All that is right and true. Right is right but only when right is right for everyone not just you.
I die when I cease to love- There is nothing left to feel. The pain is to intense, this life cannot be real. I look for an escape a way to make it through the day.
Can anybody see me am I even real?
I love so I fight for a better way. I want everyone to live a life they love so they don’t have to numb their life away. We don’t have to do it alone anymore, it’s safe to want to be free. Change happens rapidly we only need to realize, it begins with you and me.
I become in love when I fall in love with myself- The only way to heal yourself is to embrace and love all of yourself. The parts you hate that you’ve wished away. They are beautiful parts that you were taught to hate. I’m sorry others made you feel that way.
I know in love- This life gets tiring and we all need help, it’s too much for us to be expected to do it all by ourselves.
Help is out there if you should need. Do what you need to make it through another day, don’t give up change is on the way.
I am proud in love- I’m proud of you for being so strong so long.
✓ There is separation in family and humanity is clinging on by a thread, it is time we are taking back control and making appropriate changes. Now we are in an awkward place of unlearning, clearing, healing, understanding, opening, Integrating new information, opening to different perspectives and reclaiming all that was wrongfully taken and held back from us. However we aren’t doing it in hate or anger or even pain, we are doing it in love and through changed behaviors! It begins as we uplift one another and remind each other that we are all divine and hold the heart of Jesus and Mary within each of us! Once we find balance it all begins!
Unpacking and healing the baggage of life.. let’s take a walk together as we find a better way. 