Today is a day much like yesterday…

Except today I feel it in a different way, today I feel tired, my body feels worn and the tears are flowing freely.

Yesterday I was full of joy and laughter, enjoying the world for all of its beauty.

Today I’m crying in bed and embracing all the pieces that make me… Me!

I know better then to be hard on myself and push to do more… to be totally transparent today I won’t get out the door.

I could list a hundred things that I should or need to do.. then complain about how I can’t get things done and whatever other bullshit pops up..

I choose instead to be grateful and easy with myself, because through the pain and tears I clearly know I’m blessed…

I have a warm bed with fluffy pillows and blankets that cradle me and catch my tears on days like these.. I have my animals who won’t leave my side or my feet..

Today my dear sistar listened to my fears reassured me that what I need will be arriving here.. my amazing love keeps checking in on me even though she is working hard she always makes time for me.. my daughter and her girlfriend took the dog for his walk and came back with coffee to surprise me.. my son has texted 3 times already and is suggesting I rest and letting me know he will be home soon and we can watch the mandalorian where we left off.

I see we need to go shopping for groceries but we do have some food in our house how blessed am I, when so many are going with out.